upset? i dont know..i dont know how i am feelin now.. Crap.. hmm.. i'm sorry for the so many things that have happened.. haiz.. i know that sorry doesnt always mean anything..? or by the number of times i've used it, it no longer matters..? argh.. have been experiencing the many ups and downs.. the way i go on i'd soon lose even the person i'm depending a lot on now.. geex..
tk care.. i dont know if i'm responsible for the things going wrong for u.. i'm sorry if i am.. just make sure u tk good care of urself k..
well.. just received letter from ntu.. offered a place in materials engineering.. Yuppiex.. will have to see if nus offers me anything..then i'll decide..?
ya..was posted back to tampines after a week or so at call centre.. hahz. then it has been a wk at tampines again.. now doin a lot of e-lobby.. standing a lot..kind of taking a toll on my right knee though..hope it isnt too bad ba.. ya...
take care.

hilo..ended wk at 945 am 2day..hahaz. cannot believe it right..tml no wk as well.. well..back to blogging again.. geex. know what? i'm simply confused now.. dont know what is happening to me..sigh. i've made a stand and i prob should kp by it.. i know that and i'm trying.. i have to kp by it..there's no other alternative anymore. geex. i'm v luan now. i dont knw wad u r thinkin and i wish i'd..but i know it's not going to be ez.. haiz nvm.. right now just live by wad is comfortable..? ez said, but nv done. haz.. i dont know..i'm just letting time pass..
would like to thank some ppl thou i know u prob wouldnt be reading this.. grinx..thankx ar horse... hmm. life is one whole puzzle..though i have alreadi lost some pieces.. it's ok..at least those pieces remind me of what happened b4..take care ba... HUgz...

hmm..i kind of lost my job on friday..everything came as a surprise.. was told that saturday would be my last day at CPFB.. sad right? i was feeling bad on one hand but e other am glad to be able to get away for awhile..hmm.. but yest afternoon received call from adecco asked if i wanted to go back to CPF.. why not right..will be back at main office..starts tml..well..i've got mixed feelings about it though..wish me the best ba.. hmmx. so i have a job again...lol..
Have met different ppl in my job so far..am glad for the presence of some ppl yet totally disliked the presence of others.. indeed this job as widen my view in many many ways lor.. hmmx.. yeah.. well well.. duno la..
Hmmz.. there's a new beginning to something,, it feels weird..not sure if this is the right way to due with it.. but i really dont mind..? maybe it's just for this period of time.. hmmx.. take care ba.. dont think too much and dont worry too much.. cos i'll be there.. i miss the 04 gals.. take care till we meet again..