life.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

hi..it's me again..just gett9 away from my notes for awhile.. yet again some thoughts came into my mind.. sigh..
can u tell me how many times u have lied to me..?
im no angel... never one...
i'm beginning to feel selfish...
i dont want to share anymore...
i can almost tolerate no more..
i probably deserved it...
: : suddenly i'm all alone: :
i kept my promise.. but i'm feeling terrible..
can't u just set me free from all these...
argh.. u never really understood how i felt..
maybe it's not ur fault cos i nv told u..
i dun want to hurt...
sigh...
: : horsieee...hugs on2 u: :
well..should get back to my studying..
tke care to all... see u all again...cheers..

Monday, October 24, 2005

just came back from class..no lessons tml...yippie.. i've no lessons tml but my exams start next week like on wednesday.. sigh.. then realised no way i could scrape thru my environmental quality w/o studying for it.. hahaha... oopz. hmmx..
physics quiz was ok for today.. yup..nothing much.. think they trying to make everyone pass ba..
horsieee is not ard.. sigh..
exams..arghhhhhhhhh!!

Sunday, October 16, 2005

hi..it's raining out there, feeling cold..sigh... some thoughts..
can u understand how i am feeling?
why i am doing all these?
i cant tell u the reason why,

but i want u to be happy..
forgive me....='(

sorry..really...
tke care to all...

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

learn to live with it or suffer.. something i learn.. there's a limit to my tolerance.mind u pls dun push ur luck too far..i dun intend to let things turn ugly..sigh.. having dinner.. maggie.. something simple for a change...tke care to all.. burning inside................ arGH!!!
hi to all..long time since i last blogged eh... supposed to be sleepin already but somehw or rather, cant get to sleep again.. sigh.. stressed up..exams comin and i'm still struggling with my tutorials.. big big sigh... tired..duno.. sometimes just feel so hopeless.. just dont wanna do anything anymore..sigh...
something on e positive note..spent time on sat with the 04 ppl...celebrated lishan's birthday.. romantic thing jianhao did for her.. heehee... hmmm.. then sunday was yet another special day..=) cheers horsieeee! hehe..hugs and thanks...for the wonderful time...grinx...
well.. some things happen when u least expect it.. u never know... sigh.. did it mean something else? it's broken..sigh... =(
another chapter..another phase... seriously do i mind... i dont... i really dont.. tke care to all ya..? hmm..2 that particular u... it is but a small distance...it's not a factor as long as u can overcome it...

jo signs off...feeling totally hopeless... someone...help...

Saturday, October 01, 2005

hi..sometimes u just cant help it but get so irritated... argh..sigh.. duno wad's wrong with this world where nothing goes as expected..shouldnt have returned hm this wkend..bt like wad i said.didnt expect things to be like tt... fine..u all can tke it that i'm unfeeling..go ahead. i just dont know how to face things.suckz man.
came hm happily but now already feel so lost...well... whatever...
as it goes...happiness does not belong...
need motivation to do wk..my exams are coming...