merry christmas everyone...cheers...
it has been a long time since i last blogged..

how many can really understand how i am feeling now...
though still standing..it's as if a pillar has fallen...
the structure is no longer stable..

argh..the feeling of lost has returned...
this time stronger...
i dont blame anyone..
just myself...

i'm so sorry for the so many inconveniences i have brought...
i dont want to cause anymore harm...
i'm sorry...
i know that time cannot turn back anymore...
the many questions remain unanswered...

dont worry though..
i am still fine...
i will go on...
you all will still see joanne as she is...
but....

sighs of relief heaved...
tears dropped..
smiles erased...
words whispered..
one issue so many different opinions...
different emotions...
mixed feelings...

i live on...
i will keep going..
be more fair to me...

been thinking..
since when was life ever fair?
did it even matter?

hope the path would be smoother from nw on..
all the best...

thanks for ur concern girl..
but seriously it wouldnt hv mattered
things over le so yeah
dont worry about me..
didnt tell you cos there's no pt..
u had such different views..
from the beginning till nw..
u hv spoken in 2 v diff tongues...

i dont understand..
but nvm..
hmmm...

belated thanks to all for ur birthday wishes..
hehe...in order? hah..
first to alvin..liping...ning ning..
wendy..guan siang..lishan..
andy..dao jian..zihao..
jasmine teo..tai chong..
xinwei...vivian..shaohao..
lih tyng..aylwin..yuhan..meng wee..
all these are mainly smses..
thanks to all...
then to wendy..taichong..sophia n peiyu for spending e day with me..
jas for turnin up to surprise me..
and then horsieee for dinner with me..
hmmm..also thanks for the 20th ya?
kingkong was good..carls junior was better..=)
fatal indulgence!!!thanks to all for makin my day(s).
to my collection 3 tees...one big big baby taz..test tube..
thanks....

cheers to all...tke care ba..

this is the colour of my mood nw ba.. argh...
it's over already
been dreading the arrival of this day..
but it has..
though the outcome was the most expected..
but i really really feel v..
i duno hw i'll get over it but dun wori i'll..
i chose to step into it and nw i leave with no regrets..
maybe it's those people up there ba.
my path was meant to go this wy...
='(
to u..move on ba..dun wori
i'll wish u all the best..really..
pls do tke care of urself...
u deserve e bez alright..?
pls continue to do what is right k?
i'm still here as a friend...hugs

i dun want to believe anymore..
it's just not meant to be..
feel so...
i just want to go away...

tke care...

hi all..long time since my last post..MIA for some time aredi so just decided to create another post as i cool dwn.. well well... last paper was a total stunner.. totally lost.. but nvm over for more than a week aredi..meanwhile trying to enjoy as much as i can.. hmm..started my first driving lesson already..quite an experience on monday morning.. 2nd time i tried to 'drive' a car..haha.. enjoyed e lesson hopefuli all goes well..
it's an irony reali an irony...guess i m reali lost for words? i mean in a way i nv expected things to turn out this way..ha.. some ppl just nv change... i told u cos i wanted so much to complain la.. nv expecting u to tell her...to YOU...what mkes u any different from her? i guessed as much already... that's why to all..be careful who u trust.. HAHA.
hmm...since there's nothing more u'd like to ask from me, jolly well...over here i wish u all the best in ur future endeavours..dont have to thank me for anything that i did... justy tke it that i didnt do it for u.. just doing it for myself..time we both got over it aredi ba...if u want to treat me like hw u used to, i'll br glad..o/rwise..reali glad that our paths crossed..tke good care alright.. cheers...
horsieeeeee..thanks for going to get the racket with me and abt the skirts..dun wori wil hv chance one ba....:P roars!! bite bite
to all enjoy ur holidays!!! =) cheers!