hi all! HAppY new yEar to all of u...yippie.. have a new blogskin liao..after some time.. well..basically i like it because of the music...canon in d..=) well..back from all the visiting and stuff le for today..going to do my tutorials after blogging... as usual as it has been for every yr.. beginning in the day would be a visit to the temple..tradition ba..then after that to my 大姑's hse.. then will be breakfast at MacDonald's..then finally everyone will gather at my 小姑's hse which is juz 2 blks away from my hse..and as usual we have this tradition of going to the movies every yr..today we decided on I Not Stupid too... it was a nice show..but really sad..
finally got what jason meant... it made me think back to the past..and even the present.. there was a time when i thought that i was useless.. maybe that hasnt changed much but prob it's cos i never tried to do anything abt it... why do we always wait for things to happen before doing anything..?
nvm.. it's CNY so every1 be happy..
there's a lot of things that are not beyond our control..so many times there are so many things tht u wana do but couldnt. sigh.. i want to let u know how i feel bt i juz couldnt.. it is happening right infront of me but it is out of my reach...
i believe we often do things that we did not mean to and we know it.. well i do not deny that i do but..argh...
so many so many lies... i'm jus afraid i cant keep it up anymore... one has led to more... n more...i want so many things... but i guess i'm not meant to have them...
heez wendy if u're reading this...u still know me so well... yes.. i stil keep everything in.. as usual... i knw there are ppl ard to share with but i just dont know hw to... yeh and as usual... i dun wana appear weak... yeh the heart is breakin but what can i do...? but dont worry k..cos i'm holding out just fine k..? the spirit is no longer there but in any case..the shell, my body is...
every1 is sayin life cant be tt bad..maybe... i just gota believe....

hmm..really quite some time since i last blogged le... schol just started i guess everything still rather unstable.. guess will be busy for the beginning with the hall production stuff.. but things will settle down soon i hope... haha... well.. took up 2 electives this sem. i hope its a good choice...since i took it up already... i'll do my best ba..

well...so many things happened lately..the good the bad..hmmm... yeah..
i realised that i am really a failure as to understand what ppl think..
as it goes i tihink i fare really badly in interpersonal communication..
maybe yes... it's just destined that i keep everything to myself.

some things wil never change...
some things there's probably no point in trying to get back to what it used to be
i cant clap alone...
if u dun wan it just let me know ba...
there's no point in forcing le..

horsieee...roars...
bite... u tke care k?
huggies...

let things be as they are...
easier said...
i will step away...

sigh...
fallen...
i dont want...i dont need...some way to deceive myself...
tke care

been a week since i last blogged i tink.. slightly more maybe? well.. Happy New Year to all..
As usual i didnt spend new year properly each year... somehw or other..it's always spoilt for me..maybe its meant to be... i blame no one...
but best wishes to all..a lousy beginning does not=poor ending..
i dont hope for much..just life to treat me properly...
argH...dont tink i can ever express myself well enough for ppl to understand..
i'll just let things be..mke it easier for everybody..
someone told me.. the uncherished would not be unappreciated forever...bear no hatred.
if its true..good..
the ppl ard me i love are leaving me one by one...
dont know what it means but...
thinking alot..urgh
maybe there're also things that i can never understand..
forget it..i'm too tired to look for answers...
sch reop[ened today..yeah...
my timetable is reasonable ba..
havent got confirmation of my electives as yet...
and yes...i've got a new roomie...and ooh..we were all wrong abt her nationality...
oopx...until she intro herself to me...
to all..jia you for this new sem k...?
cheers to all...