life.

Monday, July 31, 2006

hi everyone..missed me? yeh hall camp starts this week. and yesh! this bunch of simpsons freshies seem to be full of energy! let's hope for the best. in any case, it's going to be a week of fun! =D
some things are not going too smoothly for me. It has been heartbreaking. Right now at this moment, i am feeling really confused. i have let known that at this time, what i want is to be alone. i am unable to commit fully to what i wish to have so rather than being unfair, why not just let me be? i dont want to be selfish n let u wait. -hugs-
it hasnt been an easy decision, really. I am too tired..probably lost along the way. i am truly sorry if i've hurt anyone.
to kb. haa dont think you'd get to see this la..but then just want to say that, sometimes i reali agree that the truth hurts, but then again, sometimes, lies do help for certain reasons, despite the risk factor. whatever it is, u cheer up alright? anything, i am nearby. =) do tke care too.
hmm, i would be back with more updates! tke care people...
hugs..

Monday, July 24, 2006

hello ppl, some time since i last blogged..sorry about that... just came back from sce-mse foc.. though tired, i had fun..seriously.. seems like there are many things happening in my life of late.. i guess right now, i just need to be alone... time off to myself... really cant tke it anymore.. sigh.. last week of work liao..school reopening soon..and all time will go to my studies..tke care...

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

sometimes i just hope i can be alone.. and stop causing hurt to those i love.
maybe i should, and step away from all...
and be free all by myself...
i am just another simple person...
who wants to live happily.
allow me to....

Monday, July 03, 2006

hmmm..still sick..still had fever this morning but it went down already..=P other than the non-stop coughing, i think things are still fine. haaha. well.did subject registration today. was really a case of fastest fingers first. teck hou told me just add the core first but stubborn me added everything so in the end couldnt register for one of the slots that i wanted. but lucky other than that things still relatively find. Phew* it was all over in 2 minutes.so it was seriously a case of either u get it or u dont. Decided on group A subjects. didnt particularly plan it with anyone so i hope i wont be alone too much lor..but fortunately AERO peeps taking grp A so will still have my OG people to accompany me for lectures..hee.=P
somehw feel that some things have changed. what can i say. i think its natural reaction on some part ba. i guess some people dont really appreciate things until they know they're about to lose it.
horsieee...i wan u to be happy alright...dont think so much liao and i hope i am not affecting u too much. block out what u dun feel like hearing ok? huggiex..jus remember the promises we made and keep by it k? whatever happens...
BIte..to that someone who stepped into my life recently...dont be held back by ur past k? do what u feel is most comfortable for urself k? =P
think i'd be going back to work tml.. feels so piggish staying home and sleeping after eating med each time..
i wanna get well soon...
heeex.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

i decided to tke the previous post away..horsieee pls dun be mistaken k? remember the promises made k? things wil still be the wy it used to be alright. gou gou shou zi. =P
having high fever nw..saw the doc..finally.. thanks for the companion..hugs... fortunately u were ard to force me there...haha
some things happened recently..but i guess it may be going abit too fast... i hope it'd slow down and let me learn more things. haha...
seniors hall camp yest and the day before..quite fun also..=P but then kinda gross for certain stuff.. well...
to all take care...