feeling down... =( haiz... super down.

2 more papers to go... jia you everyone (mse peeps and ppl who havent ended exams ONLY) haha.. it's has been a long and tiring battle.. not ending soon.. =( haiz..
but on a happier note.. my indonesian relatives are coming to singapore! yay! haha excited my fav uncle is coming! =) with my grandma and my auntie. grinz.. happified!
be packing my stuff on thurs..moving out liao. i hope one day is enough for me.. realised my house may not have enough space for my tazs as yet.. with my relatives staying in with us..
nvm think abt it after exams.. paper at 1 later.. jia you!
hUgs!

alright.. 4 papers down for now.. still having two more cores next week.. sigh by this time i think most people have ended their papers already.. something i learnt thru the first part of my examinations... never try to have 3 continuous papers in three running days.. it's deadly and i mean it... in quad after 2002 paper... tired.. all the things that i took such pains to memorise.. seem to just fade away.. sigh.. nvm..
everyone still having papers.. jia you ok=) cheers..

first paper over liao.. sigh~ it's was an ok before i came out to hear people discuss.. after i came out, it became a not so ok paper.. nvm, it's over.. hope to clear it, that's all...
marathon papers tml, tues and wed.. zzz 5pm, 5pm, 9am... i think by wed i would have blown up.. haa. now, it's panic and stress at its maximum...
roooomie~! u need to start! i see ur notes ard, but i dun see you!!
tml's rmie's birthday.. 23/04. Happy 21st birthday rmie! =) ya i know its unfortunate ur first paper is on ur birthday... hope u like the bag we got you! =D cheers and take care my dear! =)
jia you everyone..
thanks for the huge mugging bottle(mug) hahaa...
hw would i live without you....?=)
hugs..take care people..

my first paper, is tml... arhHhhhhhhhhhhh!
thanks yippie for his 'artwork'...=)
i know i have wonderful friends...
thanks ddd for the note..and breakfast..
thank you! muackz...

in fright i flee..
under stress i crumble..
jia you jia you!

take care all, and good luck=)
take a break, have a kitkat...

you know it's stress saturation when u gouge on chocolates big time. paper starting on friday... and. rmie isnt coming back till sunday.. and she didnt bring back her notes to study.. roomie, u qiang! haha. =x.
jia you jia you!
no worries about me..
i get exam stress, everytime!
=) cheers people, jia you!
jia you jia you jia you...
ddd, sick le.. must take care alright? *hugs*
back to studies.. the early bird catches the worms..
the late bear gets bitten! =X haha. how it rhymes..

ps: any guy getting a single rm next yr, who's going for IA 1st sem and willing to let it out, let me know k?

some people, you just dont want to have anything to do with them..

wth..
the ceiling fan in my hostel rm started making freaking squeaky noises that already kept me up last night.. it's so loud me blasting my music has no impact. it's either i sleep perspiring like mad or i make do with the noise.. so wrong... i sent in a hostel wk repair application.. i hope they come and do something abt it soon. i'm tired.. and damn irritated.

i realised why rmie said sorry in my tag liao... haha.. rmie, u were not the intended person i was talking about. clearing my hp inbox did i realise your 'k' but, no no, if i dun rmb wrongly that post was up before i msged u.. =x so rmie, no need sorry!
had ice-cream yest... yumz... but so wrong... haa..
yeh like wad zhiyang said..he believes i am as guilty as him eating chocs at such amazing rate during this period of time.. you know, i must agree.. =x
jia yoU!
=)
and rmie! no worries la.. no matter what happens, ur rmie loves u too =x hahaa =D jia you for exams!

-fatique-...
worn down...

it's a wonder why people say they dont like certain things that others do.. yet they never fail to do it themselves.. just like the way a one word sms reply irrirates you, you never fail to reply people with one word or one letter reply...
it's a wonder how u can irritate people anytime you like, but when someone else's does that unintentionally to you, you get pissed off.. isnt that being kind of childish,, just this certain person i would like to talk about... zzz sometimes i just dont know what to do with you.. i realise it doesnt usually pay to be kind to you...
studying has become full-time recently.. haha.
first paper next fri.. ms2008
then 3 consecutive papers on mon tues and wed.. zzz
then 2 more the week following..
jia you ppl..
=)

panic--

this feeling sucks big time...

sigh~

jia you

it's that time of the semester again... where stress cripples me...yet again...
and in addition, the darn headache..has been recurring day after day... causing me to lie on the bed time after time... is it reali time to see the doctor.. for the pain that strikes the right side of my head.. maybe...
dont u think it's a vicious cycle?
jia you all! =)
thanks ping for the tj anthem lyrics..
thanks esther for being a wonderful host! hope u enjoyed yourself as much as we did.. haha u shud see lois's and xin en's reactions when they saw diya.. lol. oopx
thanks ddd...
love you all!
exams...jia you!

heh.. in mse com lab now.. waiting for 803.. zzz tired... superly hot weather la.. thanks yuhan for the ice-cream.. appreciated.. =) going home today.. lugged along with me my super heavy bag.. haha..
want to go home to drive the car... i wil insist man...
pri sch fren added me on msn.. so long never talk to her already liao la... heehee... time flies huh.

in the process of looking for my school songs.. will try to find them and post them up soon.. more updates soon.. going to woodlands this sat... for a bdae party at 7pm... going back hall after that i think... right.. take care people=)

to soar high like an eagle...
cheers...

it's disappointing to realise you are actually like that.. nvm. it's not going to affect me.. just totally disappointed in you.. you dont realise how selfish you are being.. we all see it. you only want the benefits. you only go to where u gain. know how fortunate you are.. leave all you want.
forget about the displeasure man..
=) on a lighter note.. i had my soyabean ice-cream today.. =) thanks ddd for doing grocery shopping with me..i think it'd last me for a long long time till the end of exams.. dont know why two chips ahoy appeared when neither of us took it.. zzz then we didnt check the receipt either...zzzz nvm.. at least i eat them.. and haa ever looking for food, come to joanne's rm man.. hehh =x
and yes yes... i got my bread again..*rmb one of those post i talked abt kaya+butter?* hehh.. ddd thanks! hugs! =D
jia you people.. =)
*big wide smile* :)

i duno how many times thoughts like these went thru my mind.. but this is so true.. the people you care for the most always hurt u the most... and this for the very simple reason.. people you dont care for dont hurt you..
we often dont realise the amount of hurt which we inflict onto those who are dearest to us. because we prob feel that hey since you already know me so well.. you should know how i am.. and not be bothered by the things i do.. but what we dont often do is to put ourselves in others shoes..
for every day is going to be a better day! =D cheers ppl..*hugs*... the little gestures are truly appreciated...
if tomorrow never comes...i would regret not knowing you all earlier...

had a couple of cravings satisfied for today...
i got to drink bubble tea..
i got to eat chocolates..
i got the chance to eat ice-cream...but i decided.. enough for the day...
tml maybe? =X

been pillion on a couple of bikes..
phantoms, vespa..
and today i got to ride on a super4! haaa..zzz
super high la...
further inspired to get class 2b...

been receiving weird messages lately..
from people i dont know..
hope it's not some prank la.
if u wan, just step out la...

jia you..exams are around the corner..
take care ppl=)

sigh.. happened again. irritated. without fail man. nvm.. i know it's over..
yeh i know.. saying is always so much easier... no worries?? like real...

craving for
ice-cream...
bubble tea...
chocolates...
someone bring me out for some??

i duno why, but blogging has become almost a natural thing to do each time i wana find somone to talk to but cant.. it started off in JC1 i think if i am not wrong.. when i was first introduced into the blogging world by a senior of mine.. i havent stopped since then... this blog of mine has seen me through the darkest.. the brightest -x.. u knw if u are ever free enough, u can always read my archives.. though the ones at the vv beginning probably arent there anymore.. cos at some point in the process of changing provider, those posts were deleted and never recovered...

was preparing tech comm speech.. and rmb how i always never fail to falter in presentations.. sighh... better hope for best tml.. wish me the best...

alone in hall.. quiet....

the first time in my entire life playing the soft toy picker thing in arcades? i caught a pooh bear..which i happily named poohbie... lol. it's from japan. and looks slightly different the ones u see in Singapore.. but it's cute.. hahaa.. the couple next to us were like.. dang.. ' u all caught one after 5 mins.." we've been here for like so long and so much money spent.. zzz haha went off hugging poohbie with wide wide grin.. now my bed really no space liao. =x u know arcades are one gd place to stress-relief...

nicely done, at few minutes past midnight.. i got tricked.. well done frizal! haha. if not for huat.. i think i totally will be like zzzz kena bluff so long i still entertain u.. haha.. then u called me and start laughing.. u evil laa.. hahaa. my being me didnt realise it's april fools day already.. to think that we were just talking about it..

yes indeed after sometimes, u realise that there are certain things that will never be the same again.. and i sometime wonder how certain people can come back and expect things to be done their way.. and it's just practical isnt it, then when u need help, u come back into another person's life and then when u are having a good time at the other side.. one's existence totally disappears? i realised that i am beginning to tolerate this less and less.. i knw that as a friend, i want to be there regardless of the circumstances but then, have u ever thought about how it feels not? and then u come back into my life asking about how life has been all these while.. and that i am no longer sharing things with you.. ask urself..are u being reasonable laa.. i know me being me will do what i can.. to the extent of putting my benefits behind.. but arent u taking advantage of the situation? so when things go well again.. are u going to disappear again.. hah...but u know what, this isnt too impt anymore...

applied to stay with current rmie in 14-3-209 again next year.. haha. having stayed with her for the past few months.. i must say that she is one of the best person u can have around(other than the exam period=X).. hehe. totally entertaining. i dont think i talked to soft-toys until i met her.. lol.. even to the extent of saying gdnight to 'xiaobai' la.. haha. basically rmie knows her programming vv well.. super good computer stuff.. and knows that her rmie loves chocs=) haha.. thanks rmie for the times=) the times we layed in bed, with the lights off to talk.. throwing ah bai ard... =) and yeh by the way.. i call her 'rmie' to the extent i sometimes need to think what her real name is.. =) anyway rmie, exam period liao wor.. shud stop solitaire-ing for nw and start studying ok.. =) and sleep less? =x

right.. having 2005 quiz next week and tech comm presentation.. jia you wor people=) Hugs*