i have a bad bad throat...it hurts each time i swallow saliva. which is pretty bad. my system goes this way, when start to fall sick, it's usually nothing much or really really bad. it has been some time since i last had a sore throat...and this time round, this is bad. *ouch*. and here i am, all alone in hall, nursing a bad sore throat, on a super quiet recess week friday night.=( pray hard i dont get a running nose, cos i hardly do, but once i get it, i take 2 weeks to recover? haha i think i need honey water or something along that line...someone be nice enough to get me some? hahaa
It's Friday! and i had two days off this week for the yearly MSE-IMRE challenge... pretty much a success i would say. i guess some people change when they reach the top.. but that's pretty much a sad thing in life...
so many decisions in life to make. sometimes, you look back and regret the choices you make, but what doesnt turn out right only makes you stronger right? i know one wrong step may just lead you on a wrong wrong path. and what happens if you cannot find the way back to the correct path? would someone eventually lead you on the correct path? or will the lessons learnt on the wrong one give you the experience to find the right way out?
So many people i've disappointed in this life of mine. sorry. i know i'm not very capable. that i fell bad once and could not pick myself up, but i'm surviving ain't i? sorry for the many mistakes i've made, the many wrong decisions i have made. for all the evil i've done.
found out alot of things that shocked me this week. you know how different things would have been if figured out earlier...but its abit late...things could never be the same again.
we make a choice. we're products of our choices.
on a lighter note...
hey shiva! how's itchy and scratchy? =X i want to see pictures of them! =P i know they love you! and tell me you love them too. =)
I wanna play tennis.. go swimming and work up a tan...wait till i get better first.
Hugs.. i miss so many of you...i know i'm not doing enough to meet u all..
Friday, February 29, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
ah, i'm sorry. I dont even know how to comfort myself when i'm feeling down, let alone others. i feel the pain with you, but i dont know how to express myself. i feel lost as well, but i dont know to share. it's heartbreaking...to be unable to do much as a friend. i know i have disppeared from alot of your lives, give me time to come back ok?
recent;y gave away of some of my hammies. i know they will have new happy homes. hey hammies be good with your new owners ok? =D your godma here will rmb you little guys. but i know you are in good hands. I'm sorry to hear abour Baby. when i heard the news, my heart fell apart too, i'm sorry i couldnt say much over the phone. but lBaby has gone to a better place ya? Cheers
you know, it's never too hard to keep a smile on... even if one's aching that bad inside. been feeling emo these days, aRGH. but i be fine. =)
recent;y gave away of some of my hammies. i know they will have new happy homes. hey hammies be good with your new owners ok? =D your godma here will rmb you little guys. but i know you are in good hands. I'm sorry to hear abour Baby. when i heard the news, my heart fell apart too, i'm sorry i couldnt say much over the phone. but lBaby has gone to a better place ya? Cheers
you know, it's never too hard to keep a smile on... even if one's aching that bad inside. been feeling emo these days, aRGH. but i be fine. =)
Monday, February 18, 2008
man i think i havent been here for a long long time. i kind of feel sad about the life that i am leading now... it's practically like no life to me, and the feeling sucks. it's like being trapped in a bubble with no where to escape.
chinese new yr came and is passing soon. it's close to 2 months into work, and alr i feel like an old lady. big sigh. i feel tired, but all that seems to be most happening is spending time at work, and listening to the jokers at work joke. i must admit that i have really wonderful colleagues. but then in my view, things get so political that it does not feel as enjoyable anymore.bah. outside work, i face a room-mate who prefers to keep quiet just like me, and not take the initiative to talk, just like me.
i have been OT-ing that i hardly get to meet my two saviours chak and ah bai in hall. bai gan ma miss you. and bai, take care of zhu ren for me ok?=D
i miss my course mates. i miss those in spore n overseas.=( i'm getting too emo for my gd =X
alot of things to say, but i am tired. i shall blog more.. soon i hope...=)
chinese new yr came and is passing soon. it's close to 2 months into work, and alr i feel like an old lady. big sigh. i feel tired, but all that seems to be most happening is spending time at work, and listening to the jokers at work joke. i must admit that i have really wonderful colleagues. but then in my view, things get so political that it does not feel as enjoyable anymore.bah. outside work, i face a room-mate who prefers to keep quiet just like me, and not take the initiative to talk, just like me.
i have been OT-ing that i hardly get to meet my two saviours chak and ah bai in hall. bai gan ma miss you. and bai, take care of zhu ren for me ok?=D
i miss my course mates. i miss those in spore n overseas.=( i'm getting too emo for my gd =X
alot of things to say, but i am tired. i shall blog more.. soon i hope...=)
Sunday, February 03, 2008
hi everyone...
some updates here.. i lost my phone... yes.. ouch=( my htc touch. lost all my contact numbers as well, so everyone who see this msg, please send me your contacts ok? haiz, i shall not go on to describe how i lost it... want, come ask me kk... stupid me. that's about it. =(
some people just dont know how to appreciate things when it's just around them.. they wait till they lose it before they regret it.. sighness. but that's what everyone do aint it? bahh. sighz i think it's the extent of it ba..
it's chinese new yr ard the corner. how time flies. work at kfels for almost a month liao.. i find it really ok.. and i mean it. just pretty pissed off with certain things and people. it's always like that. talk big, lick boots, get promoted. this never fails to appear in many organisations. the humble pies just dont get recognised. appreciate what i am doing, and dont insult. i can be nice, i havent been mean. but dont try me ok?
looking forward to seeing everyone soon... =( it's sad. to not be in much contact with anyone. bai gan ma misses your smell... promise to see you soon. haha.~ muackzz..
thx darling. <3
take care everyone...
some updates here.. i lost my phone... yes.. ouch=( my htc touch. lost all my contact numbers as well, so everyone who see this msg, please send me your contacts ok? haiz, i shall not go on to describe how i lost it... want, come ask me kk... stupid me. that's about it. =(
some people just dont know how to appreciate things when it's just around them.. they wait till they lose it before they regret it.. sighness. but that's what everyone do aint it? bahh. sighz i think it's the extent of it ba..
it's chinese new yr ard the corner. how time flies. work at kfels for almost a month liao.. i find it really ok.. and i mean it. just pretty pissed off with certain things and people. it's always like that. talk big, lick boots, get promoted. this never fails to appear in many organisations. the humble pies just dont get recognised. appreciate what i am doing, and dont insult. i can be nice, i havent been mean. but dont try me ok?
looking forward to seeing everyone soon... =( it's sad. to not be in much contact with anyone. bai gan ma misses your smell... promise to see you soon. haha.~ muackzz..
thx darling. <3
take care everyone...
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