some people dont know how to appreciate things till too late.. and when the heart is cold, i believe no amount of effort will ever move it again... it's not being cruel or that you dont care for someone anymore... its just that when some things are lost, they're lost for good..think about what you are doing, the possible consequences in future..
went to the hairdresser...thanks dar.. =D you're the best! MuaggY! accompanying truout though u r that tired..nw i've got nice nice hair...
i becoming more and more ba dao lately? i really dont think so la.. sorry...
missing u alr..

it has been a long long while..hi all... i miss all of you.. it has been more tiring than the exams.. work... i havent gotten a proper rest since the exams ended..probably time to take a break soon.. they're laying people off already.. so i am looking around for new jobs..anyone got job lobangs must let me know ok? =D been very busy with the designing as well.. haiz..
have fallen sick as well.. almost one week liao.. and u all know joanne, she doesnt like to see doctor... dont ask me to...
i know more often than not, it takes alot of courage to do something... but i believe that some things, u just cant be too generous.. hold on to the things that matter... because once u miss it, u might not get the chance again. alright?
something i realised, when someone matters that much to you, any small thing u would definitely feel greatly..u really dont want to lose that someone...
time, and often disappointment, leaves the heart cold..
some people, u just dont want to care anymore..
*simple pleasures,
i just cant resist you..*

saw a ran over cat while driving today.. felt so sad for it..=(

hey all..how are all of u? life's been more busy then ever.. work's been tiring as well... fell ill.. was down with fever yest... so wrong la.. but then.. panadol strong does it all... woke up once in the middle of then night to eat one and yeh i am feeling better already.. hope that han han yun and wen wen and the guys are having fun in US! must keep warm warm hor! and no worries ok! joanne is fine in singapore too=)
had a great time at kbox last thurs.. first time ever.. i sang so much la. cos i know i cant sing...pardon me if i hurt ya ears... =X
u know sometimes u just dont know why some people are that unreasonable.. it used to affect alot...but not as much anymore.. some people are just pure selfish.. they want you to be there when they need u..but when u need them, they're nowhere to be seen..
i sometimes dont understand why people are like that la... been trying to be more understanding.. but i cant.. not anymore...
some things... when done overboard... just dont work out anymore... some things cannot be recovered anymore... when efforts no longer get recognised.. for a long long time, the heart becomes cold as well ok? i do miss the days.. but its over...
to ddd. thanks lots lots..

you know it when u are tired... i know it... i try to get some eye shut whenever i can... and it's worst than before.. the lack of sleep is driving me crazy... man.. i'm missing so many people... roomie, sophia, xiaobai..u know and the list goes on.. my gang of OG mates from mse are going for work and travel from tml.. i am so going to miss all of u..
perhaps.. meeting u is the best thing that has happened.
life is good because of u...
hugs.. people, take care ok?

some time ago.. walking down to mse lab to study with a couple of frens.. we started to talk about school anthems... hahaa. then they started singing. and i realised.. I SO forgot all the lyrics of all my school songs la.. and my pri sch sch song suddenly sounded foreign to me when i went online to search for it the other time. now that exams are over! haha! nothing else better to do.. sooo.. here goes...
TJC
It matter not where we are from
To Temasek we now belong
Sharing experiences, yours and mine
Giving more meaning to our lives
Giving more meaning to our lives

Let's pledge today with heart sincere
To Serve Temasek we hold so dear
With pride, truth and joy
We now proclaim
Our will to blaze Temasek's fame
Our will to blaze Temasek's fame

Chorus
We're here with a purpose
We're here with a will
Temasek's aspirations to fulfil
We'll give our best in all we do
Steadfast and valiant to duty true

Cedar
Unite Cedarians unite,
We’ll perservere all the way,
Make sure our torch is burning bright,
Courteous,honest everyday,
Forever loyal ‘ever true,
For Cedar our best we’ll do.

Chorus:
To Cedar Girls’ School we belong,
With pride and love let’s sing this song,
Let us unite and together vow,
To dedicate our loyalty now.

Holy Innocent's Primary School

=)

enjoy the holidays my dears.

=)

sometimes i think i am the most fortunate 'little girl'...

=)

hugs..

have not been blogging for some time already.. dont really have the time to man. it's worst then exam times now... i'm waking up so much earlier then before.. the travelling and everything.. yaa i learn this each holiday when i find a job.. that man, money doesnt come by easy. the amount of energy put in.. the fatigue... but ya need the money.. =) jia you joanne.. missing so many people.. so many people i want to meet up with..sorry..
=D my indo relatives are here.. but havent reali got the chance to interact with them yet.. heh by the time i came back from mse meeting, they were fast aslp.. many many things to do... gimme time to rest then i start designing ok? sigh.
hugs.. tired..

first day back at work today.. it was a battle..
couple of familiar faces here and there..sigh. i should have rejected starting work this early..i'm tired.. from the lack of slp during exams and now..i wake up even earlier than during the exam period..
man i shud stop complaining laa..
tired tired tired... joanne!!!! get a life laa..
looking forward to meeting indo relatives..=)

at long last! i am free from exams! yeh free!! free! Free!!
not too happily left the exam hall for last paper.. it stunned me..
i felt so sad la...sigh u know how terrible it feels when u put in so much effort and yet at the end of it u get nothing out of it? i mean... i've never been this disciplined in my life can. study so hard..
but then as i walked further and further away.. the realization hit me, i am finally free from torture for the next 3 months.. could take a good break away from school before starting work on monday.. was driving out of jalan bahar when CPF's HR called..
"hi.. would like u to start work tml, is it ok? report to 37...."
amazing i thought.. super zhun la. it wasnt even 1/2 hr la since my paper last ended..
in the end, U-turned back to hall to pack.. packed like mad laa.. superly tired...
went to work the very next day...had training.. man macham studying for exams all over again la..the amount of things that need to be remembered.. yes.. i have started work.. cannot believe it man. havent even started to play yet....zzz be posted to tampines branch.. from tml onwards i be there. sigh.. i want to go out and play... =(
after wk went back to hall.. shifted everything back home... definitely, i am tired man.. and i got bruises all over my hands.. sigh. this sucks more.
BUT.
the feeling of being free is good...
hope to enjoy work... times at tampines previously hasnt exactly been the most pleasant one i can recall... zzzz.
i wanna go cycling, swimming, tennis-ing and gyming... haha...
and i am so looking forward to the arrival of my indo relatives.. hehe excited.
going off to bed... work tml... ppl.. jio me out on sat afternoons and sunday ok! hahaa...
rmie, jia you!! last paper liaooz=) cheerios.

joanne one more! wad's over is over. concentrate on the last!
jia you to people with remaining papers! =)
anw, i be starting work next monday.. agency called me yest..
going back to cpf to work(again!).
supposed to have started work yest but haha! exams laa!
alright man! last paper.. come on man, let's hang in there...
that's called postivity to the max..
i miss home.. i havent seen them for a month liao..
i miss my dog.. do u miss zhu ren?
and wow i beginning to miss saying goodnight to rmie and xiaobai..lol.
study hard rmie...
cheers everyone!
PLAY HARD after exams ok!

feeling down... =( haiz... super down.

2 more papers to go... jia you everyone (mse peeps and ppl who havent ended exams ONLY) haha.. it's has been a long and tiring battle.. not ending soon.. =( haiz..
but on a happier note.. my indonesian relatives are coming to singapore! yay! haha excited my fav uncle is coming! =) with my grandma and my auntie. grinz.. happified!
be packing my stuff on thurs..moving out liao. i hope one day is enough for me.. realised my house may not have enough space for my tazs as yet.. with my relatives staying in with us..
nvm think abt it after exams.. paper at 1 later.. jia you!
hUgs!

alright.. 4 papers down for now.. still having two more cores next week.. sigh by this time i think most people have ended their papers already.. something i learnt thru the first part of my examinations... never try to have 3 continuous papers in three running days.. it's deadly and i mean it... in quad after 2002 paper... tired.. all the things that i took such pains to memorise.. seem to just fade away.. sigh.. nvm..
everyone still having papers.. jia you ok=) cheers..

first paper over liao.. sigh~ it's was an ok before i came out to hear people discuss.. after i came out, it became a not so ok paper.. nvm, it's over.. hope to clear it, that's all...
marathon papers tml, tues and wed.. zzz 5pm, 5pm, 9am... i think by wed i would have blown up.. haa. now, it's panic and stress at its maximum...
roooomie~! u need to start! i see ur notes ard, but i dun see you!!
tml's rmie's birthday.. 23/04. Happy 21st birthday rmie! =) ya i know its unfortunate ur first paper is on ur birthday... hope u like the bag we got you! =D cheers and take care my dear! =)
jia you everyone..
thanks for the huge mugging bottle(mug) hahaa...
hw would i live without you....?=)
hugs..take care people..

my first paper, is tml... arhHhhhhhhhhhhh!
thanks yippie for his 'artwork'...=)
i know i have wonderful friends...
thanks ddd for the note..and breakfast..
thank you! muackz...

in fright i flee..
under stress i crumble..
jia you jia you!

take care all, and good luck=)
take a break, have a kitkat...

you know it's stress saturation when u gouge on chocolates big time. paper starting on friday... and. rmie isnt coming back till sunday.. and she didnt bring back her notes to study.. roomie, u qiang! haha. =x.
jia you jia you!
no worries about me..
i get exam stress, everytime!
=) cheers people, jia you!
jia you jia you jia you...
ddd, sick le.. must take care alright? *hugs*
back to studies.. the early bird catches the worms..
the late bear gets bitten! =X haha. how it rhymes..

ps: any guy getting a single rm next yr, who's going for IA 1st sem and willing to let it out, let me know k?

some people, you just dont want to have anything to do with them..

wth..
the ceiling fan in my hostel rm started making freaking squeaky noises that already kept me up last night.. it's so loud me blasting my music has no impact. it's either i sleep perspiring like mad or i make do with the noise.. so wrong... i sent in a hostel wk repair application.. i hope they come and do something abt it soon. i'm tired.. and damn irritated.

i realised why rmie said sorry in my tag liao... haha.. rmie, u were not the intended person i was talking about. clearing my hp inbox did i realise your 'k' but, no no, if i dun rmb wrongly that post was up before i msged u.. =x so rmie, no need sorry!
had ice-cream yest... yumz... but so wrong... haa..
yeh like wad zhiyang said..he believes i am as guilty as him eating chocs at such amazing rate during this period of time.. you know, i must agree.. =x
jia yoU!
=)
and rmie! no worries la.. no matter what happens, ur rmie loves u too =x hahaa =D jia you for exams!

-fatique-...
worn down...

it's a wonder why people say they dont like certain things that others do.. yet they never fail to do it themselves.. just like the way a one word sms reply irrirates you, you never fail to reply people with one word or one letter reply...
it's a wonder how u can irritate people anytime you like, but when someone else's does that unintentionally to you, you get pissed off.. isnt that being kind of childish,, just this certain person i would like to talk about... zzz sometimes i just dont know what to do with you.. i realise it doesnt usually pay to be kind to you...
studying has become full-time recently.. haha.
first paper next fri.. ms2008
then 3 consecutive papers on mon tues and wed.. zzz
then 2 more the week following..
jia you ppl..
=)