hi all..results are out...and i did badly.. but let's forget about that... it's over.
i baked my first cheesecake..and proud to say that it tastes wonderfully nice for the first time..
i am inspired to bake further.. though i am not the cheesecake fan, but people like to eat can le.. hehe. and up next i wanna bake choc chip cookie..i knw not that difficult for cookies.. but i want to make it taste yummilicious.. heh. =)
i wanna go ubin to cycle...=P
some people disappear from ur life for good..some things, once gone, never comes back...
and i wanna say that... ddd.. thank you... =) =o =p heeee
muaggiex..
to han han! take care over there wors..and yun, wen, al, hao and ming.. hehh=) glad u all having great fun there..

results are coming out tomorrow.. sigh, i really hope all goes well... this time each sem... *prays*..
fatigue is crumbling me... i drag myself out of bed each day...and feel so tired each night... joanne maybe u shud accept it and start giving urself a break.only the extra allowance is keeping me going.. watched pirates yest..nicenice.. makes me wanna watch 1 and 2..who has send me k?! hawhaw... i miss my frens... jiayou and good luck everyone...

i dont appear to be around, but i feel for you...
i know how much he is hurting you by not telling you what he wants..
i know how much he matters to you. take a step back and ask him what he wants..
and no, being blissfully attached does not mean they dont feel your pain..
and i know its not your fault, not your fault at all..
i understand the pain of not sharing. please do..
i know i have the tendency not to be around, i cant promise to be there all the time,
but i will be around if u need someone to hug on to.. alright babe? like the way u offered ur
ears, i will too..
sorry if i have neglected you...
and.. more often than not, the heart rules the mind...
it's not your fault.. believe it.
hugs..take care..

my grandmA and aunty are leaving for indo today... i realised i am one emotional person.. i dont really like to send people of at the airport.. cos i will feel so sad they are leaving la.. heh i just wish that everyone important to me will never leave my side... but yesh, that's a stupid thinking. it seems like a natural reaction, something i never got to be in control of since young, feeling sad,frustrated, this heat will rise in my face, and my nose will turn red.. then i wil start tearing.. yes, i am one emotional girl. even seeing a dead cat makes me cry.. i also dont like my last day of work, or the last day of work for my friends.. i will try not make too much contact with them on the day itself..cos i will feel so sad..
i like the night scenery, the night breeze, but i hardly get the chance to go out late at night.. so i really enjoy every moment i get to spend outside at the beach, the park at night.. the quiet nights listening to the nature sounds..is soothing to the ears... and soul..
i want to go k.. again!! more more! its an expensive past time, but i think its great fun.. honestly! want to get people to go out k again! *catch the hint!*
the past often hold memories, sweet or sour... but when some things change, they change for good.. sigh...
results are coming out.. i m worried. prays hard for the best!
i often believe that a hug cures a million pains.hugs all! =)
i miss all of you...

some people dont know how to appreciate things till too late.. and when the heart is cold, i believe no amount of effort will ever move it again... it's not being cruel or that you dont care for someone anymore... its just that when some things are lost, they're lost for good..think about what you are doing, the possible consequences in future..
went to the hairdresser...thanks dar.. =D you're the best! MuaggY! accompanying truout though u r that tired..nw i've got nice nice hair...
i becoming more and more ba dao lately? i really dont think so la.. sorry...
missing u alr..

it has been a long long while..hi all... i miss all of you.. it has been more tiring than the exams.. work... i havent gotten a proper rest since the exams ended..probably time to take a break soon.. they're laying people off already.. so i am looking around for new jobs..anyone got job lobangs must let me know ok? =D been very busy with the designing as well.. haiz..
have fallen sick as well.. almost one week liao.. and u all know joanne, she doesnt like to see doctor... dont ask me to...
i know more often than not, it takes alot of courage to do something... but i believe that some things, u just cant be too generous.. hold on to the things that matter... because once u miss it, u might not get the chance again. alright?
something i realised, when someone matters that much to you, any small thing u would definitely feel greatly..u really dont want to lose that someone...
time, and often disappointment, leaves the heart cold..
some people, u just dont want to care anymore..
*simple pleasures,
i just cant resist you..*

saw a ran over cat while driving today.. felt so sad for it..=(

hey all..how are all of u? life's been more busy then ever.. work's been tiring as well... fell ill.. was down with fever yest... so wrong la.. but then.. panadol strong does it all... woke up once in the middle of then night to eat one and yeh i am feeling better already.. hope that han han yun and wen wen and the guys are having fun in US! must keep warm warm hor! and no worries ok! joanne is fine in singapore too=)
had a great time at kbox last thurs.. first time ever.. i sang so much la. cos i know i cant sing...pardon me if i hurt ya ears... =X
u know sometimes u just dont know why some people are that unreasonable.. it used to affect alot...but not as much anymore.. some people are just pure selfish.. they want you to be there when they need u..but when u need them, they're nowhere to be seen..
i sometimes dont understand why people are like that la... been trying to be more understanding.. but i cant.. not anymore...
some things... when done overboard... just dont work out anymore... some things cannot be recovered anymore... when efforts no longer get recognised.. for a long long time, the heart becomes cold as well ok? i do miss the days.. but its over...
to ddd. thanks lots lots..

you know it when u are tired... i know it... i try to get some eye shut whenever i can... and it's worst than before.. the lack of sleep is driving me crazy... man.. i'm missing so many people... roomie, sophia, xiaobai..u know and the list goes on.. my gang of OG mates from mse are going for work and travel from tml.. i am so going to miss all of u..
perhaps.. meeting u is the best thing that has happened.
life is good because of u...
hugs.. people, take care ok?

some time ago.. walking down to mse lab to study with a couple of frens.. we started to talk about school anthems... hahaa. then they started singing. and i realised.. I SO forgot all the lyrics of all my school songs la.. and my pri sch sch song suddenly sounded foreign to me when i went online to search for it the other time. now that exams are over! haha! nothing else better to do.. sooo.. here goes...
TJC
It matter not where we are from
To Temasek we now belong
Sharing experiences, yours and mine
Giving more meaning to our lives
Giving more meaning to our lives

Let's pledge today with heart sincere
To Serve Temasek we hold so dear
With pride, truth and joy
We now proclaim
Our will to blaze Temasek's fame
Our will to blaze Temasek's fame

Chorus
We're here with a purpose
We're here with a will
Temasek's aspirations to fulfil
We'll give our best in all we do
Steadfast and valiant to duty true

Cedar
Unite Cedarians unite,
We’ll perservere all the way,
Make sure our torch is burning bright,
Courteous,honest everyday,
Forever loyal ‘ever true,
For Cedar our best we’ll do.

Chorus:
To Cedar Girls’ School we belong,
With pride and love let’s sing this song,
Let us unite and together vow,
To dedicate our loyalty now.

Holy Innocent's Primary School

=)

enjoy the holidays my dears.

=)

sometimes i think i am the most fortunate 'little girl'...

=)

hugs..

have not been blogging for some time already.. dont really have the time to man. it's worst then exam times now... i'm waking up so much earlier then before.. the travelling and everything.. yaa i learn this each holiday when i find a job.. that man, money doesnt come by easy. the amount of energy put in.. the fatigue... but ya need the money.. =) jia you joanne.. missing so many people.. so many people i want to meet up with..sorry..
=D my indo relatives are here.. but havent reali got the chance to interact with them yet.. heh by the time i came back from mse meeting, they were fast aslp.. many many things to do... gimme time to rest then i start designing ok? sigh.
hugs.. tired..

first day back at work today.. it was a battle..
couple of familiar faces here and there..sigh. i should have rejected starting work this early..i'm tired.. from the lack of slp during exams and now..i wake up even earlier than during the exam period..
man i shud stop complaining laa..
tired tired tired... joanne!!!! get a life laa..
looking forward to meeting indo relatives..=)

at long last! i am free from exams! yeh free!! free! Free!!
not too happily left the exam hall for last paper.. it stunned me..
i felt so sad la...sigh u know how terrible it feels when u put in so much effort and yet at the end of it u get nothing out of it? i mean... i've never been this disciplined in my life can. study so hard..
but then as i walked further and further away.. the realization hit me, i am finally free from torture for the next 3 months.. could take a good break away from school before starting work on monday.. was driving out of jalan bahar when CPF's HR called..
"hi.. would like u to start work tml, is it ok? report to 37...."
amazing i thought.. super zhun la. it wasnt even 1/2 hr la since my paper last ended..
in the end, U-turned back to hall to pack.. packed like mad laa.. superly tired...
went to work the very next day...had training.. man macham studying for exams all over again la..the amount of things that need to be remembered.. yes.. i have started work.. cannot believe it man. havent even started to play yet....zzz be posted to tampines branch.. from tml onwards i be there. sigh.. i want to go out and play... =(
after wk went back to hall.. shifted everything back home... definitely, i am tired man.. and i got bruises all over my hands.. sigh. this sucks more.
BUT.
the feeling of being free is good...
hope to enjoy work... times at tampines previously hasnt exactly been the most pleasant one i can recall... zzzz.
i wanna go cycling, swimming, tennis-ing and gyming... haha...
and i am so looking forward to the arrival of my indo relatives.. hehe excited.
going off to bed... work tml... ppl.. jio me out on sat afternoons and sunday ok! hahaa...
rmie, jia you!! last paper liaooz=) cheerios.

joanne one more! wad's over is over. concentrate on the last!
jia you to people with remaining papers! =)
anw, i be starting work next monday.. agency called me yest..
going back to cpf to work(again!).
supposed to have started work yest but haha! exams laa!
alright man! last paper.. come on man, let's hang in there...
that's called postivity to the max..
i miss home.. i havent seen them for a month liao..
i miss my dog.. do u miss zhu ren?
and wow i beginning to miss saying goodnight to rmie and xiaobai..lol.
study hard rmie...
cheers everyone!
PLAY HARD after exams ok!

feeling down... =( haiz... super down.

2 more papers to go... jia you everyone (mse peeps and ppl who havent ended exams ONLY) haha.. it's has been a long and tiring battle.. not ending soon.. =( haiz..
but on a happier note.. my indonesian relatives are coming to singapore! yay! haha excited my fav uncle is coming! =) with my grandma and my auntie. grinz.. happified!
be packing my stuff on thurs..moving out liao. i hope one day is enough for me.. realised my house may not have enough space for my tazs as yet.. with my relatives staying in with us..
nvm think abt it after exams.. paper at 1 later.. jia you!
hUgs!

alright.. 4 papers down for now.. still having two more cores next week.. sigh by this time i think most people have ended their papers already.. something i learnt thru the first part of my examinations... never try to have 3 continuous papers in three running days.. it's deadly and i mean it... in quad after 2002 paper... tired.. all the things that i took such pains to memorise.. seem to just fade away.. sigh.. nvm..
everyone still having papers.. jia you ok=) cheers..

first paper over liao.. sigh~ it's was an ok before i came out to hear people discuss.. after i came out, it became a not so ok paper.. nvm, it's over.. hope to clear it, that's all...
marathon papers tml, tues and wed.. zzz 5pm, 5pm, 9am... i think by wed i would have blown up.. haa. now, it's panic and stress at its maximum...
roooomie~! u need to start! i see ur notes ard, but i dun see you!!
tml's rmie's birthday.. 23/04. Happy 21st birthday rmie! =) ya i know its unfortunate ur first paper is on ur birthday... hope u like the bag we got you! =D cheers and take care my dear! =)
jia you everyone..
thanks for the huge mugging bottle(mug) hahaa...
hw would i live without you....?=)
hugs..take care people..

my first paper, is tml... arhHhhhhhhhhhhh!
thanks yippie for his 'artwork'...=)
i know i have wonderful friends...
thanks ddd for the note..and breakfast..
thank you! muackz...

in fright i flee..
under stress i crumble..
jia you jia you!

take care all, and good luck=)
take a break, have a kitkat...

you know it's stress saturation when u gouge on chocolates big time. paper starting on friday... and. rmie isnt coming back till sunday.. and she didnt bring back her notes to study.. roomie, u qiang! haha. =x.
jia you jia you!
no worries about me..
i get exam stress, everytime!
=) cheers people, jia you!
jia you jia you jia you...
ddd, sick le.. must take care alright? *hugs*
back to studies.. the early bird catches the worms..
the late bear gets bitten! =X haha. how it rhymes..

ps: any guy getting a single rm next yr, who's going for IA 1st sem and willing to let it out, let me know k?

some people, you just dont want to have anything to do with them..