this is the view i see each morning when i go to work.. nice view from the lift platform.. i live on the 10th storey and i realized that if i spend enough time looking out of my window, i actually have a very good view from where i live..
have always enjoyed taking pictures..now with my new cam, i practically take pix everywhere i go, alright maybe except at work, for fear they think i am some terrorist la! these days, i can feel the fatigue overtaking me.. man i am tired, pure tired. but for the money, i am going to go on!
it's going to get more busy, with senior's camp coming up..then publicity stuff.. work..foc etc...
think there's something wrong with my IE.i cant upload pictures to blogger from IE but i can do so from firefox..can anyone tell me what;s wrong?
going to the main office tomorrow for singpass training... after that going for zara sale with my colleagues.. hehh..=)
to those i havent been able to meet, i miss you all=)
love,
joanne

guess what i had yesterday.. i had nice nice durians.. it has been so long since i last touched this beautiful nice smelling fruit which had wonderful thick yellow flesh.. yums,, hehee.. yum i want more.. dar dar we go get some more one day ok! wahaha... had bak chor mee in the morning with family and dar. hahah.. then went off to simlim in search for a cam i could call my own. =) i found it, and yeah from now onwards its going to follow me zipai everywhere.. hahaa. oopx. and bought my new thumbdrive..happily, four hours later, going back to the car, we realised something.. big gigantic shock. we forgot to off the hazards..and yes nightmare came true.. couldnt start the car.. went ard approaching ppl who would lend their vehicle for us to jump start the engine.. and worst thing, we were in a carpark..mind you! so cant do it the manual way.. too little space... came along a cab, first try melted the jumpstart cable. bigger sigh. haiz. after close to an hout and alot of sweat, this mazda6 driver with a nice driver with two beautiful kids came about.heh helpful guy! haa finally started.. and so, pls dont forget to switch off hazards. amazing experience there.. after that went to amk hub with ddd's parents... changed to mio plan and got a phone for his mummy... so tempted to get one for my mum...but in the end, decided maybe bring her along next time.. work's been tiring..and seniors' camp is coming.. hope it be great fun! the weather is crazy these days..hot and cold..take care alright all! hugs tight.. joanne misses all of you~

to someone special...

this entry is dedicated to you...
with ur presence, i feel at ease..
whatever little time we spent together was precious.
thank you for being around...=)

i live my life for you...
i share my dreams with you..
*hugs..

going out for tau huay supper soon... hehe. going with my favourite... =D hugs*
had yummilicious lunch at asian kitchen todayll
decided to get darren's kor bdae present later...dont know if i be able to attend his bdae party but ya if cant go then i send his present thru post..=)
going out tml. supposed to go ubin-ing...but with the weaher these days...decided to do something diff=)
i was blessed because i was, loved by you...

it breaks my heart to know you are unwell.. hugs... i hope it makes u feel better... get well soon ok! or else i will get taggers to feed u more med..=) =p =o...
sorry i cant be there with you.. i'm sorry...
what goes about comes about.. dont u realise that u are getting the same treatment as what i was getting previously? unwittingly, and unintentionally, i realised that i am doing the what u did to me previously... do unto others what u want others do unto u.. and what they always say, what goes around, comes about.. time changes, people do too.

i dream of the times.. when life was free and easy..
when the kite flies free in the winds...
when the leaves sway with no worries..

take care...

u're the answer to my prayers...

hi all..results are out...and i did badly.. but let's forget about that... it's over.
i baked my first cheesecake..and proud to say that it tastes wonderfully nice for the first time..
i am inspired to bake further.. though i am not the cheesecake fan, but people like to eat can le.. hehe. and up next i wanna bake choc chip cookie..i knw not that difficult for cookies.. but i want to make it taste yummilicious.. heh. =)
i wanna go ubin to cycle...=P
some people disappear from ur life for good..some things, once gone, never comes back...
and i wanna say that... ddd.. thank you... =) =o =p heeee
muaggiex..
to han han! take care over there wors..and yun, wen, al, hao and ming.. hehh=) glad u all having great fun there..

results are coming out tomorrow.. sigh, i really hope all goes well... this time each sem... *prays*..
fatigue is crumbling me... i drag myself out of bed each day...and feel so tired each night... joanne maybe u shud accept it and start giving urself a break.only the extra allowance is keeping me going.. watched pirates yest..nicenice.. makes me wanna watch 1 and 2..who has send me k?! hawhaw... i miss my frens... jiayou and good luck everyone...

i dont appear to be around, but i feel for you...
i know how much he is hurting you by not telling you what he wants..
i know how much he matters to you. take a step back and ask him what he wants..
and no, being blissfully attached does not mean they dont feel your pain..
and i know its not your fault, not your fault at all..
i understand the pain of not sharing. please do..
i know i have the tendency not to be around, i cant promise to be there all the time,
but i will be around if u need someone to hug on to.. alright babe? like the way u offered ur
ears, i will too..
sorry if i have neglected you...
and.. more often than not, the heart rules the mind...
it's not your fault.. believe it.
hugs..take care..

my grandmA and aunty are leaving for indo today... i realised i am one emotional person.. i dont really like to send people of at the airport.. cos i will feel so sad they are leaving la.. heh i just wish that everyone important to me will never leave my side... but yesh, that's a stupid thinking. it seems like a natural reaction, something i never got to be in control of since young, feeling sad,frustrated, this heat will rise in my face, and my nose will turn red.. then i wil start tearing.. yes, i am one emotional girl. even seeing a dead cat makes me cry.. i also dont like my last day of work, or the last day of work for my friends.. i will try not make too much contact with them on the day itself..cos i will feel so sad..
i like the night scenery, the night breeze, but i hardly get the chance to go out late at night.. so i really enjoy every moment i get to spend outside at the beach, the park at night.. the quiet nights listening to the nature sounds..is soothing to the ears... and soul..
i want to go k.. again!! more more! its an expensive past time, but i think its great fun.. honestly! want to get people to go out k again! *catch the hint!*
the past often hold memories, sweet or sour... but when some things change, they change for good.. sigh...
results are coming out.. i m worried. prays hard for the best!
i often believe that a hug cures a million pains.hugs all! =)
i miss all of you...

some people dont know how to appreciate things till too late.. and when the heart is cold, i believe no amount of effort will ever move it again... it's not being cruel or that you dont care for someone anymore... its just that when some things are lost, they're lost for good..think about what you are doing, the possible consequences in future..
went to the hairdresser...thanks dar.. =D you're the best! MuaggY! accompanying truout though u r that tired..nw i've got nice nice hair...
i becoming more and more ba dao lately? i really dont think so la.. sorry...
missing u alr..

it has been a long long while..hi all... i miss all of you.. it has been more tiring than the exams.. work... i havent gotten a proper rest since the exams ended..probably time to take a break soon.. they're laying people off already.. so i am looking around for new jobs..anyone got job lobangs must let me know ok? =D been very busy with the designing as well.. haiz..
have fallen sick as well.. almost one week liao.. and u all know joanne, she doesnt like to see doctor... dont ask me to...
i know more often than not, it takes alot of courage to do something... but i believe that some things, u just cant be too generous.. hold on to the things that matter... because once u miss it, u might not get the chance again. alright?
something i realised, when someone matters that much to you, any small thing u would definitely feel greatly..u really dont want to lose that someone...
time, and often disappointment, leaves the heart cold..
some people, u just dont want to care anymore..
*simple pleasures,
i just cant resist you..*

saw a ran over cat while driving today.. felt so sad for it..=(

hey all..how are all of u? life's been more busy then ever.. work's been tiring as well... fell ill.. was down with fever yest... so wrong la.. but then.. panadol strong does it all... woke up once in the middle of then night to eat one and yeh i am feeling better already.. hope that han han yun and wen wen and the guys are having fun in US! must keep warm warm hor! and no worries ok! joanne is fine in singapore too=)
had a great time at kbox last thurs.. first time ever.. i sang so much la. cos i know i cant sing...pardon me if i hurt ya ears... =X
u know sometimes u just dont know why some people are that unreasonable.. it used to affect alot...but not as much anymore.. some people are just pure selfish.. they want you to be there when they need u..but when u need them, they're nowhere to be seen..
i sometimes dont understand why people are like that la... been trying to be more understanding.. but i cant.. not anymore...
some things... when done overboard... just dont work out anymore... some things cannot be recovered anymore... when efforts no longer get recognised.. for a long long time, the heart becomes cold as well ok? i do miss the days.. but its over...
to ddd. thanks lots lots..

you know it when u are tired... i know it... i try to get some eye shut whenever i can... and it's worst than before.. the lack of sleep is driving me crazy... man.. i'm missing so many people... roomie, sophia, xiaobai..u know and the list goes on.. my gang of OG mates from mse are going for work and travel from tml.. i am so going to miss all of u..
perhaps.. meeting u is the best thing that has happened.
life is good because of u...
hugs.. people, take care ok?

some time ago.. walking down to mse lab to study with a couple of frens.. we started to talk about school anthems... hahaa. then they started singing. and i realised.. I SO forgot all the lyrics of all my school songs la.. and my pri sch sch song suddenly sounded foreign to me when i went online to search for it the other time. now that exams are over! haha! nothing else better to do.. sooo.. here goes...
TJC
It matter not where we are from
To Temasek we now belong
Sharing experiences, yours and mine
Giving more meaning to our lives
Giving more meaning to our lives

Let's pledge today with heart sincere
To Serve Temasek we hold so dear
With pride, truth and joy
We now proclaim
Our will to blaze Temasek's fame
Our will to blaze Temasek's fame

Chorus
We're here with a purpose
We're here with a will
Temasek's aspirations to fulfil
We'll give our best in all we do
Steadfast and valiant to duty true

Cedar
Unite Cedarians unite,
We’ll perservere all the way,
Make sure our torch is burning bright,
Courteous,honest everyday,
Forever loyal ‘ever true,
For Cedar our best we’ll do.

Chorus:
To Cedar Girls’ School we belong,
With pride and love let’s sing this song,
Let us unite and together vow,
To dedicate our loyalty now.

Holy Innocent's Primary School

=)

enjoy the holidays my dears.

=)

sometimes i think i am the most fortunate 'little girl'...

=)

hugs..

have not been blogging for some time already.. dont really have the time to man. it's worst then exam times now... i'm waking up so much earlier then before.. the travelling and everything.. yaa i learn this each holiday when i find a job.. that man, money doesnt come by easy. the amount of energy put in.. the fatigue... but ya need the money.. =) jia you joanne.. missing so many people.. so many people i want to meet up with..sorry..
=D my indo relatives are here.. but havent reali got the chance to interact with them yet.. heh by the time i came back from mse meeting, they were fast aslp.. many many things to do... gimme time to rest then i start designing ok? sigh.
hugs.. tired..

first day back at work today.. it was a battle..
couple of familiar faces here and there..sigh. i should have rejected starting work this early..i'm tired.. from the lack of slp during exams and now..i wake up even earlier than during the exam period..
man i shud stop complaining laa..
tired tired tired... joanne!!!! get a life laa..
looking forward to meeting indo relatives..=)

at long last! i am free from exams! yeh free!! free! Free!!
not too happily left the exam hall for last paper.. it stunned me..
i felt so sad la...sigh u know how terrible it feels when u put in so much effort and yet at the end of it u get nothing out of it? i mean... i've never been this disciplined in my life can. study so hard..
but then as i walked further and further away.. the realization hit me, i am finally free from torture for the next 3 months.. could take a good break away from school before starting work on monday.. was driving out of jalan bahar when CPF's HR called..
"hi.. would like u to start work tml, is it ok? report to 37...."
amazing i thought.. super zhun la. it wasnt even 1/2 hr la since my paper last ended..
in the end, U-turned back to hall to pack.. packed like mad laa.. superly tired...
went to work the very next day...had training.. man macham studying for exams all over again la..the amount of things that need to be remembered.. yes.. i have started work.. cannot believe it man. havent even started to play yet....zzz be posted to tampines branch.. from tml onwards i be there. sigh.. i want to go out and play... =(
after wk went back to hall.. shifted everything back home... definitely, i am tired man.. and i got bruises all over my hands.. sigh. this sucks more.
BUT.
the feeling of being free is good...
hope to enjoy work... times at tampines previously hasnt exactly been the most pleasant one i can recall... zzzz.
i wanna go cycling, swimming, tennis-ing and gyming... haha...
and i am so looking forward to the arrival of my indo relatives.. hehe excited.
going off to bed... work tml... ppl.. jio me out on sat afternoons and sunday ok! hahaa...
rmie, jia you!! last paper liaooz=) cheerios.

joanne one more! wad's over is over. concentrate on the last!
jia you to people with remaining papers! =)
anw, i be starting work next monday.. agency called me yest..
going back to cpf to work(again!).
supposed to have started work yest but haha! exams laa!
alright man! last paper.. come on man, let's hang in there...
that's called postivity to the max..
i miss home.. i havent seen them for a month liao..
i miss my dog.. do u miss zhu ren?
and wow i beginning to miss saying goodnight to rmie and xiaobai..lol.
study hard rmie...
cheers everyone!
PLAY HARD after exams ok!

feeling down... =( haiz... super down.