Hmm... played the whole of yesterday.. Though it wasnt exactly the way i had wanted everything to be, but on the whole it was ok ba. Guess i was too tired yesterday to exactly enjoy myself.. Went swimming at leemin's house on friday.. It has been a long long time since i last swam.. felt refreshed wor.. think will try to make it a point to go swimming at least once a week... go relax...Anyway..Congrats to XinWei and LiPing in learning how to ride the bike!! in jus less than two hours... Talking about relaxing... all i wanted to do was to take a break after the prelims but it seems some people jus felt it wasnt the right time for me to do so..and that all revision should continue as before even after the prelims. NO break no rest. Sigh...but i guess it's probably that they are worried.And I never told them how drained i felt after it, so how should anyone know..? I just want some time off before i start all over again. Nevermind.. Some things are never going to change... if i can't change the way others think...then i just have to learn to accept right..? And i just have to stay away and hear as little of what i wish not to hear... well..Finally..seems there are plans to go to Indo after my As? It has been a long time time...been waiting for the past 7 yrs... :) hehe... but too early to say anything now.. hmmz..
...i'd rather change myself to suit others...

yeah... PRELIMS is officially over. It has been on for like almost two weeks. Have to say that the papers didnt go too well for me but it's over..just have to wait for the results to come out and then start all over again... I still have that energy left in me i suppose..hehe.. well well.. for the next few days, intend to relax all i can and then come next week have to face papers...hmm. Went for breakfast after paper today at mac..then went lib to read for awhile.. then went CS to watch movie..then went KBOX with 5 other girls.. not too bad ba... prob going swimming tml then Sentosa on SAT morning and buffet at Sab's hse in the evening... hmm.. different me? really..? I duno.. But isnt the me now better off..? well..to all..Smile.. take good care of yourselves. :)
'Life doesnt stop for us to think about it... only when we learn to accept the things that dont go right can we truly do something about them. Treasure whatever time u have...'

yupz...got my journal back..haha.. Lost all my previous entries though... sad right? haha.. But nevermind.. those entries wont exactly too happy either.. so why let them hold me back for so long? Whatever's over is over. just have to look ahead and start over again. Thought i was holding out pretty well the past week but maybe i was wrong. But again as said.. it's not forcing, jus stickin to one's faith? I duno.. if it's forcing, then what's believinG? haha.. interesting lives we've got.. but i would honestly say that if one's happy, we live much better lives.. really.. I begin to look at things from different perspective and am glad i'm living more happily than before. But still have to thank many for making it so possible for me..:P hehe. Today marks the second last day of prelims..yeah... Paper in the afternoon..hmmx. Already came this far.. no matter how grey the skies may be, i believe i will see light someday, somehow. Cannot afford to give up nor get discouraged at this point of time...yeah. people.. no matter how unhappy u get, always remember that you are always being loved..for simply being you..Cheer up:) Grinz. Jia you ba... we all deserve to be happy... take care...