yupz...got my journal back..haha.. Lost all my previous entries though... sad right? haha.. But nevermind.. those entries wont exactly too happy either.. so why let them hold me back for so long? Whatever's over is over. just have to look ahead and start over again. Thought i was holding out pretty well the past week but maybe i was wrong. But again as said.. it's not forcing, jus stickin to one's faith? I duno.. if it's forcing, then what's believinG? haha.. interesting lives we've got.. but i would honestly say that if one's happy, we live much better lives.. really.. I begin to look at things from different perspective and am glad i'm living more happily than before. But still have to thank many for making it so possible for me..:P hehe. Today marks the second last day of prelims..yeah... Paper in the afternoon..hmmx. Already came this far.. no matter how grey the skies may be, i believe i will see light someday, somehow. Cannot afford to give up nor get discouraged at this point of time...yeah. people.. no matter how unhappy u get, always remember that you are always being loved..for simply being you..Cheer up:) Grinz. Jia you ba... we all deserve to be happy... take care...