interesting jus how some ppl think.. whatever happens i guess i have to continue to have faith..have trust that i'm not alone..even if i am.. ha..at least i can take pleasure... will continue to cherish nonetheless.. well.. if that's the only way to remain cheerful..haha..have to try it and overcome all e displeasure right..? whatever.. To me..being the middle child never has its benefits...geex..so what if i'm jealous..? as if they care...