hi to all...tking a quick break then back to studying.. i have my life sciences, managment with humour quiz coming up tml... haiz.. stressed up again..v hard to ask me to relax..when e panic comes, it just comes...never been able to control it for a long time already...one week has just passed already.. beginning to think if i should really give up trying to keep my place in the hall. should just forget abt getting enough points to stay huh. just got into school's publicity sub com but already thinkin of backing out. such indecisiveness...

losing oneself.. what abt it..that's what u get when life starts to turn its head away from u.. and the constant headache starts to haunt u again.. hardly any consolation to speak of.. thanks for those still here with me..

to leemin... haha..guess the impact wasnt e same when u read it..but it probably hit me hard cos i never expected this to be what would be done ma.. but i have made one great mistake and i have learnt alot from it.. haha. like it goes a leopard never changes its spots.

to that particular GIRL.. i think u know who are... it has been a mistake to let u in into so much. i am sorry to say but i regret my actions. thought i could put my trust in u but i guess i was wrong. very wrong.. i dont need ur pity..dont assume u know everything cos u dont anymore. and pls stop it..stop all nonsense from going around will U? cant u just speak what is true and stop spreading crap..do u know how miserable u are making those 'involved'? dont try to know everything.. i'm sorry u have to read it here. u know i wont talk it face to face with u. sorry i have to hurt u this way but i cannot take it anymore... back in those days and now...you nv changed... just wishing u the best in ur life nw..

hmmm... raining heavily outside nw.. going back to hall tonight.. meanwhile just like to mention that school has been fine.. yupx. other then the increasing workload.. recess coming up but the CAs will be here as well..geez..

ok to all tke care...cheers..

--simplicity--