merry christmas everyone...cheers...
it has been a long time since i last blogged..

how many can really understand how i am feeling now...
though still standing..it's as if a pillar has fallen...
the structure is no longer stable..

argh..the feeling of lost has returned...
this time stronger...
i dont blame anyone..
just myself...

i'm so sorry for the so many inconveniences i have brought...
i dont want to cause anymore harm...
i'm sorry...
i know that time cannot turn back anymore...
the many questions remain unanswered...

dont worry though..
i am still fine...
i will go on...
you all will still see joanne as she is...
but....

sighs of relief heaved...
tears dropped..
smiles erased...
words whispered..
one issue so many different opinions...
different emotions...
mixed feelings...

i live on...
i will keep going..
be more fair to me...

been thinking..
since when was life ever fair?
did it even matter?

hope the path would be smoother from nw on..
all the best...

thanks for ur concern girl..
but seriously it wouldnt hv mattered
things over le so yeah
dont worry about me..
didnt tell you cos there's no pt..
u had such different views..
from the beginning till nw..
u hv spoken in 2 v diff tongues...

i dont understand..
but nvm..
hmmm...

belated thanks to all for ur birthday wishes..
hehe...in order? hah..
first to alvin..liping...ning ning..
wendy..guan siang..lishan..
andy..dao jian..zihao..
jasmine teo..tai chong..
xinwei...vivian..shaohao..
lih tyng..aylwin..yuhan..meng wee..
all these are mainly smses..
thanks to all...
then to wendy..taichong..sophia n peiyu for spending e day with me..
jas for turnin up to surprise me..
and then horsieee for dinner with me..
hmmm..also thanks for the 20th ya?
kingkong was good..carls junior was better..=)
fatal indulgence!!!thanks to all for makin my day(s).
to my collection 3 tees...one big big baby taz..test tube..
thanks....

cheers to all...tke care ba..