today i went to recruit express for an interview.. i think my travelling time was longer than the interview time. It was similar to what happened at adecco previously..havent been offered any jobs yet. Well shall wait..wanted to meet someone for lunch but didnt go in the end. i dont know..maybe because i'm still far far away. U didnt do wad u said u'd..haiz..i cant 'come back' on my own..i need help alright...?
hmm..many things to say...but just dont know how to go about doing so...it has been like that...for ages..yet some things just dont change rightz?
couple of years back..a promised was made...today i would like to apologise to that particular person to whom i made it to. i am sorry, for i find myself unable to keep it any longer. i cannot be who i used to be anymore and cannot do what i used to do anymore. i will let you know in due time ba. even if so, i would like to say stay happy alright...cheers.
Well..i was reading back some of the archives. yeah i think i havent changed many things i wanted to, couldnt do many things i said i wanted to do..so i think that explains why my life remain at its low point. maybe i just couldnt see things from a brighter point of view. but that's me.

i want to get out but would u help me out...
by letting me go...