im the stupid one...maybe u r right but have u ever thought how i felt the other time? when u decided to keep it from me and the reason why u never told me? maybe i was the petty one. but does it even matter to you?

anyway i went shopping today!! thanks my tazzieee for accomanying me... yehhhooo.. haha. bought few skirts and shirts n few other stuff..eh hem..haha..so jojo is a happy girl today...but today...=)

eh yes i agree....as long as i know what i want in future...things dont matter as much and i can let them go slow..not hurrying to put all things out...yeh..

anyway yest after 1/2 day work met 04.. had lunch then went over to leemin's hse.. yehhh we are cranky ppl...hahaaa.. had much fun with the girls though we didnt really interact with the guys but overall..it was nice meeting them again. sad thing was that i was really tired and decided to leave for home early...

work again tomorrow...hmmm... callers pls be nice to me...hehehe...cheers.

Went to work at tampines cpf call centre today..it was kind of different..haha. compared to that 5 months i was working at counter last yr..call centre environment here was a different kind of experience..saw a few familiar figures...
chocolates have become part of me again these couple of days.. i always feel that chocs cheer me up..so pardon me from eating so much cos i couldnt find other ways to cheer myself up and i guess this is also the cheaper option compared to the other of cutting hair...i am growing fat again.
have decided to stay on the job provided they want me till i need to return back to school for my FOC stuff...
-sigh-

可惜现在面前一片黑暗。
我无法从新站起来。

it's been some time. well..been at work for about 3 weeks already... complaints jus increases each day..but this is all part of work i guess. it's draining to work in this industry. hardly think i can last long at all..
some news to share. i failed my driving pract. passed my exams though seriously not good enough and also got a place back in hall 1 and its my previous room. other than that my life has been revolving around work work and more work. have been very very tired each day after work. cant bring myself to do many things. like i totally lost energy. sigh.
kind of lost..dont know where i am heading towards... have only myself to blame for putting myself through all these pains. i know there are some things that i really cannot handle alone yet i can turn to no one. u know the feeling of being exasperated? i painted a picture in my mind. but no one sees it. i predicted the ending but i am still hanging on to that thin string. i do not want to let go but i do not have a choice. but who's going to give myself this chance to let go other than myself?
you may be surprised to hear but there hasnt been a conclusion. i admit it. i want to give myself a chance but i simply cant bear to let go.
been thinking so much about it again lately. but i can turn to no one...sorry....

what lies beneath the calm surface may just be an act put up...
our lives begin to end the day we keep silent about things that matter to us.