in wood's rm...

hello once again..
in wood's rm nw..later have to go off for booth at 330.
selling ice-cream mooncake.. hehe. for those interested let me noe k
it is going at $20 which is cheaper than that at swensens by about 10%.
wood is ill and sleeping nw.. wanted her to go to the doc, but since she insists that she doesnt want to, i shall not force her either, cos even for myself, i will be too stubborn so i guess i noe hw she feels and yeh i am in no right to say her either.
sigh..have to come up with my banner design soon.. then namecard, investiture decor, noticeboard decor
and there is subcomm recruitment tonight.. well, maybe its good cos at last we can spread out the workload. =)
yesterday night, i tried to sleep early having slept few hours for past few nights due to the many different commitments.. but in the end stoned there for many moments before i finally dozed off.. listening to the music roomie was playing on e com, nice n soothing...
thoughts started to flow again.. why, why are so many things happening at this moment in life? i wanna be free again.. hah i guess this is going to take some time huh...

i know i have been harsh, but i wont take it back.
i am already having enough things as it is, so dont add on to it alright..
someone said to me before, no one has the right to decide for me what i want in my life.
so why bother about what they have to say to you? well, it's not that easy definitely..
but i'd keep in mind what u have said before..

met apple today..so glad that she's so much happier nw after changing course, girl i wish u all the best alright...see ya around hall alright..it's like we are so near yet so far...

last night daddy called me... kinda disappointed at what he said.. i mean do u reali have no trust in this daughter of yours.. i mean i am reali not that kind of person u seem to assume to be.. but ya i know you are just concerned...no worries la, if he wants i can always explain again...

da ge if u ever read this, do take care of urself ok? i knw that it probably wont be able to go back to the way things were before, look at the circumstances nw, they're different already...

haiz..enough of all the things that are going the wrong way...JOANNE wake up will u, get ur direction before its too late and get lost for life....

people out there who may be reading this, do take care alright... cheers to all of you..