hello back to blog again. actually feeling kind of tired but dont really feel like doing anything although yup i know i reali need to study for my thermo soon. haha. roomie brought in her tv tuner card or whatever u call it. =P nice, now we get to watch tv in hall. took so long before she set it up, but honestly it took more time than i thought it would but then there was nothing much that i could do.. =P cos i am at a lost to things like tt...so i just helped her with plucking in her two pin plugs. =P so helpful indeed.
it hasnt been easy. =\ things arent going the way i wish them to be. I dont know if i am being unfair to say no one really understand what is happening at the moment. why does it seem like everything that i do seems wrong? siGh~ and to the people i care whom i have started to ignore, i'm really sorry. like what wendy says, each of us are fighting our own ghosts, i beg forgiveness that i cant be around anymore. all the feelings bottling up. it's not easy, anymore. and for the few who have been ard, thanks and i love u all.
finally started a conversation with a long lost friend, someone, whom i really enjoyed being back in sec sch, the great times we shared together, the times we both been there for one another and haha the times we were being stubborn together! =P haha. now she's so far away, but i am glad that although we have drifted, somehw, there's still this thing in us that clicks. to you, i look forward to seeing u, and girl, do take care of urself in australia. =)
kind of tired.. and to U, thanks for accompanying me during these times, pls dont fall sick alright. sorry i hope u arent deprived of slp cos of me... -hugs- take good care too ok?
IHG tennis training tml shall see how it goes tml before deciding whether i shud drop out of it or not. =P haha. to all take care.

my publicity partner...Reza
My publicity team
part of the publicity team
my toiletie....

so angry!!! my previous post disappeared. and i have to reblog again! so its going to be a shorter entry then wad i was supposed to have. haiz. haha.

Finally investiture is over!
Congratulations on the work well done by all the publicity subcommers. Thanks for all the dedication!=) and to my partner reza, thanks alot boy, couldnt have done it without u. =) and to the rest of the 7th Committee, congratulations. Finally, it's time to take a breather for a day or two before I start mugging for the upcoming quizzes on Wed next week. It has been a long long time since i last blogged. and as promised, here i am! haha..

Many things happened recently. It hasnt been easy. i would like to thank the people who were with me throughout this period of time. thanKs. alot of unhappy things happened. more of the unexpected kind of things. i would like to say to people out there, no matter what u do, please think of ur family and the people around you. alright? sometimes, i really dont know if what i am doing is right or not. but ya. my roomie asked me if i was doing all these cos i felt it was morally wrong and that i should stop wad i did previously. ok, in a way yes, but i guess there are some other factors. i feel damn lousy but there really is some relief despite all the unhappy stuff that's happening...and i have made that decision, and i'd stick by it. No worries, cause despite the trauma, i'd get through it, it all is a learning experience, isnt it? well. things that u never expect always happen. so i guess this is just one of those other things that happened.

Went up to the School of Arts Design & Media for past two consecutive night. Nice building. for those who havent gone up there before, do find an opportunity to do so. first night up was with roomie sophia and her bunch of SBS buddies. we played with lanterns n fire sparklers, and we had mooncakes and greentea. zhijie brought along a bottle of ethanol as well. lol. nice blue flame when lighted up. it was a moony night but it was really hot..last night, there was practically no moon, but it was definitely cooler. nice breeze, really. nice night. 'free from worries"... thanks for accompanying me the whole night, it was really wonderful. =) it has been some time since i did things like that... so people, do go up there. there arent reali many places in singapore where there's grass patches for u to lie down on and look into the sky... haha. but do make sure when u go there and u see erm 'ah tiongs', come back another day. find another night to go there cos they talk like they are so far away from each other when they r reali jus beside one another. really spoil the peaceful night. =P

more things coming up and soon the exams will be here. ya i'd jia you and all of u too alright? hmmm. i'd try to find more opportunity to blog. no worries. to all those who miss me haha, i miss u too.=P i hope all of you are doing well. take care alright! =)