hello back to blog again. actually feeling kind of tired but dont really feel like doing anything although yup i know i reali need to study for my thermo soon. haha. roomie brought in her tv tuner card or whatever u call it. =P nice, now we get to watch tv in hall. took so long before she set it up, but honestly it took more time than i thought it would but then there was nothing much that i could do.. =P cos i am at a lost to things like tt...so i just helped her with plucking in her two pin plugs. =P so helpful indeed.
it hasnt been easy. =\ things arent going the way i wish them to be. I dont know if i am being unfair to say no one really understand what is happening at the moment. why does it seem like everything that i do seems wrong? siGh~ and to the people i care whom i have started to ignore, i'm really sorry. like what wendy says, each of us are fighting our own ghosts, i beg forgiveness that i cant be around anymore. all the feelings bottling up. it's not easy, anymore. and for the few who have been ard, thanks and i love u all.
finally started a conversation with a long lost friend, someone, whom i really enjoyed being back in sec sch, the great times we shared together, the times we both been there for one another and haha the times we were being stubborn together! =P haha. now she's so far away, but i am glad that although we have drifted, somehw, there's still this thing in us that clicks. to you, i look forward to seeing u, and girl, do take care of urself in australia. =)
kind of tired.. and to U, thanks for accompanying me during these times, pls dont fall sick alright. sorry i hope u arent deprived of slp cos of me... -hugs- take good care too ok?
IHG tennis training tml shall see how it goes tml before deciding whether i shud drop out of it or not. =P haha. to all take care.