yesterday was my mum's 53rd birthday. it had been some time since we celebrated either parent's birthday with a cake. dad's birthday is next month.. keyan, u and gor's turn to buy cake hor.. =P and after all these years... realised my mum does act cute.. lol~ let me put up her picture of her trying to blow the candle. she didnt want to appear old, so we only put up one candle. lol~

see my mum also know how to act cute one k...lol~

that aside..

i realised that negativity has once again found its way back into my life. i feel stupid... that no matter how hard i worked, i dont see any results. it's a painful realisation and it has it has impacted me hard. i just don't seem to be able to do well in anything. i feel lousy. i know i have already come so far, and there are other people who are having it worst off than me, but what gives me the right to complain...? =( sigh~ i dont want to be a disappointment, but... i cant help it.

feeling lost.

and helpless...

good morning world,
=) slept really hoping that i'd be feeling better by the time i wake up...
but...my nose has yet to stop leaking...and i feel a slight cough coming up...
sigh sigh~
let me go blog a little then go on to study...(hopefully)
hahah since i cannot get back to sleep, i shall attempt la..
maybe cos it's past the optimum no. of slp alr...
there has been a sudden increase in the number of ants crawling all around my table..
so irritated by them. haha~what's making it even more irritating is that i cannot find the source of these sweet loving creatures. no killing, just using the scotch tape to niam them.. sounds friendlier right..
met up with ziyuan for breakfast yesterday. as usual, i enjoy my usual chattings with her..though it was a short one since both of us were rushing for time. but it's always enjoyable=) i'm glad that you're having a wonderful life out there... as for a guy, no hurries in getting one la! hehe.
some times, it's not cause i want to be selfish. i just want to make sure that the decisions made are for the best. there's no time for regrets. not that i dont trust, but in making important decisions like that, there really isnt any room for error... (: no avoiding. when the right time comes, i'd let u know. (:
hmm.
hey wendy... how's your computer..? i havent seen you around u know.. take care k, if u ever see this...

sometimes, in life, we just miss one another. crossing just right next to him/her without noticing. someimes, it's just being at the wrong place at the wrong time. just wait and see. keep on believing.

i heart you*