hmmz..have been thinking about what happened at work..i'm still upset about what happened.. i know i probably shouldnt bring my work unhappiness back home..but i want it out of mind before i go back to work again tomorrow..I've believed in giving the best service that i could afford..even when i rendered all that i could..it's sad to learn that i did not gain your trust.. that kind of feeling... geex.. i just hate to be doubted.. i know that if i dont say anything..anything that happens would be my fault.. then i should just leave it..? Geez..i need to take things a little easier.. ok..when it's with regards to money..i guess everyone is just anxious...? but need it be to this extent..? is it a wrong choice to keep quiet about any unhappiness..?

haiz.. what have i done wrongly.. sometimes i just dont understand..geex..will i ever be able to? have i overlooked anything.. i dont know...i somehow jus dont gain the trust of others..

it's the beginning of 2005 already..ha. how time flies.. 2 years in jc.. the joys..the tears.. the time we played hard..the times we studied hard..it began with ohana orientation..and it ended off with gradnight.. now i can consider myself officially a jc grad even as i await my results.. bleah... everyone leading their own lives..i'm missing school..missing the people.. i guess these are but just words..until i prove it..no one will believe ba...

I'm currently giving tuition to this pri4 kid kenneth 2 nights after work..hopefully i can help him improve his grades... somehow..each day after teaching him..there's this sense of achievement.. yeah..though it has only been for two lessons.. all the best ba..

well..i just hope all goes well tml.. i look forward to work..hopefully with a lighter heart.. lookin forward to class gathering as well.. to all take care...