life.

Friday, January 14, 2005

when e night has come...
everything happened so suddenly.. no time for me to grasp.. i spent the whole of today shredding paper.. from 930-430.. i did away with lunch..i couldnt really bite..wisdom tooth growing..haz..gums were like ow...but i did take a short break so no problem..now there's say 20 ppl remaining on the list..? then two more leaving tml..two left yesterday..ar..still duno my fate.. haz..shall wait and see.. felt kind of uncomfortable today.. duno..something wrong with my body system i tink.. blah..anyway..i'm looking forward to exercising lei..i'm like 'pale' now.. from the continuous exposure to aircon..and no sunlight..
haiz..i must get used to the continuous changes in this life of mine lei..else how to survive..everything changes..every minute..every sec.. i was just wondering what kind of ppl actually made it high up..the hardworking ones..? the very nice ones..? the hypocrites..? somehow heard it doesnt pay to be too nice a person..especially at work.. cos u probably just get kicked out soon enough.. really must be more ruthless..? no thanks.. i dont intend to become a hypocrite just to go high..i'll just be me.. well..haz..
to those who are leaving and those who have left..i wish you all the best in future..whichever paths u all choose to take..if fate brings us together again..i'll be more than glad..do take care... hmmz.. take care...

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