hello..how's life..? settled a few things tonight.. i made my university decisions, wrote ms goh's referee letter.. i dont know why i'm so keen in material science and engineering but it just interests me..hopefully i get it la...hmmx.. well.. i guess u are right.. i'm not hanging to the job..i'm just learning how to survive in a job.. true enough i myself am not sure whether this job is making me v hot tempered.. but i know that i'm speaking more straightforwardly now..hax..i dont know if it's good or nt.. have i really changed? i wonder..

made a really big mistake at work today.. i wondered what went wrong with me la.. how could i shred off without seeing..? what's wrong with me man.. too tired, too stressed, or jus plain careless..? jus dun wish to lose my job due to this man..

havent been back to east coast park for some quiet time for quite somtime already.. then finally found a chance yest..seriously think it's a nice place to think about things.. e cool breeze.. e stars.. u simply get to see a side of peaceful life..away from all e hetic life...suddenly seem to be able to leng jing.. mabe i shud go back there more often..

hmm..in some things that we do..we always need to take things less seriously, relax more is wad i'm always told.. realli meh..i dont know y la.. haz. some things no need worry too much..? like chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi..? maybe la..

tired... night...