it has been a week or so since i last blogged already..been too tired for the past week.. it has been taking a toll on me la.. work.. then suddenly everything crashing in again... as it goes.. i finally couldnt stand not being treated as human.. i stood up for myself and argued. i still cant believe i did it.. nor do i know if it's something i should have done.. but i could take it no longer. maybe as we grow up we realise that sometimes we shouldnt really bother about others.. why bother about what others think when they do not appreciate what u have been doing for them.? i didnt blog last week do i dont think anyone could have sensed the anger that was in me. i dont stay here to be insulted and treated non- humanely... sigh. it's time to think about oneself huh... i lost myself again on sunday.. i tried to smile my way through the exhibition but i was simply not in the mood.. sucks la.. went to work the next day looking like a dumb goldfish.. so many things so little time.. i have to tackle so many things at one go.. meanwhile.. i guess i can only take things one at a time.. ? for work.. wo neng ren zhe ren ba.. shui ran shuo i dont think i should forever be keepin all these to myself.. but meanwhile.. i just have to hold back my own unhappiness first ba.. haz. how i keep contradicting myself.. life has to go on.. y not live life happily..? haz.. easy said..? i've got so many things to say.. so much to complain.. i'm glad some people remain around ba.. ok.. As out las week.. i guess it was ok? other than GP la.. suckz man. oh well.. tinking of material science and engineering.. shal see.. take care.i'll be back to update..? k.. cheers to all.. SMile.