hi, it is mid week already... i spent my last sunday mainly sleepin ba... then went out to compasspoint to walk around... returned home to lay down on the bed.. then i drifted off again... i didnt know i could get so upset again..sigh.. my whole night was gone, totally... i was lost all over again... why did things turn out like that..? as it goes, nothing began so why should i get upset over it.. ya..easy said... crap.. to think u could say that to me...? did it matter to u how it'd feel..? no right..? whatever ba...
Well.. everything i do doesnt please anyone.. i may matter to you all but it is not what i feel of it.. if all u all care about is trying to show me how MUCH i matter by showin all your concern to them, and tryin to ci4 ji1 me right in front of me, i beg u all, pls just stop it ok... i m takin things too seriously.. but mind wad u all say can..? the hurt u all have given me is too much le.. i wont say it in your face..because i still care how u all feel but ...4get it...i came back with some snacks today..and u tell me u dun wan CHEAP food..? fine w me.. dont eat it.
To things that can never have any conclusion i should jus let go..? To stop thinkin wouldnt be possible.. haiz. thankfully i still have u around me..thanks... Hugz..
When things go wrong, it's life, when things go ok, it's life.. doesnt tt make life everything..? It is a puzzle, pieces of it are already missing, lost for good.. these pieces, i have given up looking for them already.. forget it...i'd try.. new pieces just makes it looks more interesting... ? haz..:P some things will never be the same again. i know that...
at some pt.. i almost felt like letting go already... i m tired..
CHeers... who doesnt want to be happY... to those keepin up spirits up.. thank u... i love u all...:)