hIz.. it has come to the end of the week already..i m havin trouble passin some of my time.. haiz. the night passes really slowly for me... been tossin..headache has been on... here's my weeK...
took my basic theory test on Mon at 845 with Sandy... Yuppiex... was ok la.. hahx..i came out w two confirm wrong ans.. sandy was v ji dong after e test...:) her fren came fetch us back to wk... reported back at 11.. then took leave for wed..caroline approved it...
wed came n passed.. i left hm at 6+...been so long since i felt so much at ease... to the U who gave it to me.. thanks so much huh...huggiex... watched hse of wax... then went up mount faber... nice nice scenery.. to those who havent been up there much.. go...haz..took some pics up there..nice..well.. i duno how 2 post... so if u all wan2 see..ask me..hahaz.. it will be a most memorable wednesday, heartwarmin memory for some time... thanks horsey...
on thurs n fri back to wk... been counting down the hours slowly... it has been hard ba.. accepted ntu's materials engineerin on thurs.. nus offered me arts n social sciences... made a choice.. but it didnt seem to go too well w some people.. haix.. four years into studyin.. am i sure about that..? i duno... received my Basic Theory test results.. n....i passed! yeah..relieved.
argh...my headache is killing me.. and it comes w no notice... haIx.. i dun wan2 see the doc... i dun wan2 find out that there's something wrong w me..
i m still struggling inside.. a year after... that positive joanne no more ever since i lost it a yr+ ago... the one cheery person is no more...in simpler terms-gone. i have tried... n i have failed... will i find it back..? i cant let it go. i cant accept it either.. y make my life so miserable for myself. i dun expect much anymore.. do u know that..? i m losing it......