just came back from dinner with sophia, rmie and ujean... slept quite alot in the afternn. tired..but duno why. lol..yupp so going to blog then go bathe..
been having lots of thoughts lately.. indeed, i used to try to believe that some people look you up because they really want to, not because you are able to do something for them which is beneficial for them. but this assumption is about to stop just there..it's proven that certain people, not everyone, looks u up because there is some thing u can do for them. because once they are done with what they want, they disappear. i think my rmie would agree with me on this point. and the thing is, it hurts especially so when these are the people u care for the most.
maybe i havent realised this before, but i have been more and more sensitive to my surroundings lately...i look at someone and ask..is this person here for a certain reason? why is he/she suddenly so friendly? guess we probably shouldnt doubt people's sincerity.. but yeh that has become the very reality of life..

look around you and wonder...is this the kind of
life u want to lead 10 yrs from nw?

going on to the twenties, i wonder if i would be able to begin making decisions in the things i really want. yet on the other hand, do i really know what i want as this not so tender age of 20? perhaps.time will tell...
once again, i want to learn to appreciate the simple pleasures in life..take care all!