i thought i would never want to come out again... till a long long time later... i hid away.. but soon enough realised that it didnt make too much of a difference.. it pained to realise so.. that in no time.. i would be living in my world..own world.
the recurring headache, constant fainting spells... got me pissed off lately.. why doesnt it just go away.. i dont need my world 'revolving' around me as it already is. thanks guys for panadol n pokey. appreciate it lots=) and honest, your smiles always brighten up my day.
there were times when i dreaded to go home.. must find it amazing huh.. each weekend, ppl look forward to going home.. but then i dont.. i hate to find out things on my own... to find the problems that we're facing.. to realise that 'hey girl, you arent very useful at home you know that'.. i dont share... i knw i dont put in any effort in starting conversations......forget it.
you dont knw how sad it can get feeling lonely.. i dont turn to ppl, i chose to hide away even more, even more....
exams are round the corner.. think i'm going to stay away from home for the next few weeks.. people, ask me out to study ok?
sorry to those who reached out but rec lil from me. i knw i need to learn to talk to people, but i dont knw hw... thanks.
hugs.. thank you to those who care enough...