i recently came upon this blog...this person has been lamenting about how life with his family was.
something i want to say is that if your family didnt think highly of you, they wouldnt have put so much pressure on you. and if dont share with them, they will never know of the overwhelming stress that is being placed on you. i understand that. take a step back and think about it, without your family, then u wouldnt even be living the life u have now. u go to church, i believe u understand this more than me. i have a defiant sibling, have u not thought of the times you all spent together? thought about what u could do as an elder brother. like i alway said, if you give up on him.. then who can he turn to. if you dont keep believing, how would you ever let him change? i know i am not in your shoes and will never understand the type of pain you are going through.. jia you bah.
i havent been catching up with anyone other than my colleagues. now that i've been 'transferred' to doing SingPass, i hardly get to catch up with anyone le. i know i havent spent enough time with some of my friends, one of whom i know is going thru a hard time battling with matters of the heart. i am sorry i havent been ard, and i wont be i know for some time. at least i know there are people who you can turn to for help. take care alright babe. i know i am a lousy friend. with the pessimism i have for things, i believe i wont be able to give any useful advise at all. and pls, dont assume everyone is happy.
i realised i am easily influenced by the things that other people say. i still recall a time in primary sch, i was best of friends with this girl. then i heard rumours from other friends that she was like talking behind my back and all that...while all these times i have never heard of any.. then i started to back away from her, to become cold.. i never saw her again after we left HIPS but i believe it was a regret of my life. it's sad when someone you truly care for dont put you in the heart. but that's the harsh fact of life, we all know it. to always learn from experience.
to all, its the weekends.
cheers!