it's amazing how certain things work.. the moment i deleted mcafee on my com, i can start posting pictures again.. Hmmz. guess what? yes i have changed my blog skin yet again.. =x hehhh pardon me lah, i just want to turn it into something i really like..hehe.. still not there yet.
it's freaky to realise all kinds of funny people there are in internet world.. i've come to receive alot of comments on friendster..i guess it is an avenue where people find their friends.. but it is also an avenue for crooks to look for preys.. everyone please take care who you meet online alright.
somehow, i realised i havent been living my life properly..
i have allowed myself to fall.. to fail so many times. i want all these to change..
i need to get in mind that no matter how negative things are...keep faith in heart, when u have the will, things will turn out right. i need to get this in mean.. keep negativity out and positivity in...
to learn to trust others more, and to stop allowing my mind to roam..
i am also trying hard to take hatred away from my heart.. but this is something i found difficult for a long time already.. why hate others when it takes so much effort.. sometimes, certain actions just irk you, to an extent, u no longer want to have anything to do with the other.
for one person, i dont know what's happening to you now, but now that u disappeared, i am pretty sure, u are back and happy with her again. i want to be honest with you, i have already taken you out of my heart. i had enough of being taken for granted by you. if only i were able to do this long ago, i wouldnt have dropped tears for you. i want to wish you all the best.. dont attempt to win back the friendship we had last time, it isnt going to work, cos i am determined never to be used by you again.
on a happier note..something to share with you guys...

something that i recently bought with my hard-earned $$ and i am poor again... lol....

but i love it, and that's final... haha..

i am going to move back hall soon... probably one day before school camp starts..

still thinking when i should stop work... it's been tiring, to start work early in the morning, then feel so shagged out by the end of the day.. and if u all didnt already know, i havent had a day off since after the exams.. lol...it's tiring and i mean it.

i am looking forward to camp... i dont knw why... and i am influencing kb to come... kb, come ok?=P and cheers.. u deserve better =D and my goaty bro, ur lil sis here wil attempt cheesecake again and let u try! =D

and it's jasmin's bdae tml.. hapPy birthday babe! =D

some questions, are better left unasked..

stay focus.

choose to trust..and ddd i hold u in my heart...