heyx.. here i am blogging again.. very very tired..it has come to almost two weeks at cpf tmo already..and it has been two months since i started work at cpf.. am thankful for this job la.. after next monday..riane and siao hui will be leaving for IRAS.. then Jasmine doing it till the end of the week.. geex.. then they requesting for manpower from the main branch.. dont know who will be coming over though.. doubt it'll be from the counters.. so will be meeting more new people ba.. i've begun to do recording at tmo.. haz.. back at main where recording was concerned.. we only did for WDL and RSD..now it's everything!!! my u can spend more than half a day doing recording lo.. haz. i'm beginning to cope w the new changes already.. there's always constant reminders that here we cannot afford to be what we were like at the main.. from opening chq box to tying up singpass forms.. it depends on the temps.. think the officers have started to warm up with us too.. so it's good i suppose..
nuff said about work.. there'll be class reunion dinner tml.. marina bay..steamboat i suppose..? shall see.. hmmx.. saw something on the bus on my way to work today.. sigh.. if only things could be like before.. how much i wish for it not to be such a dream.. it has been more than a year already..it began simple and yet it chose to grow.. sigh.. how much i wish for myself to be in that position but i dont think it's ever going to happen.. unlikely ba.. sigh.. i started to think about what happened before and tears began to form.. sad.. but nvm... when wil that moment come for me again..?even for something that simple..irregardless of the meaning..? how long do i have to wait..? maybe it's not a time to think about this now.. ha.. but it's a choice i've made and it'll stay.. the so called roles will just have to change.. some facts i will never learn.. i will just ignore..
if only i was the one... if only...