it has become such a dread and argh..it just suckz.. haiz.. where is everybody? i know i'm not the only grumpy one around.. but i'm already putting up a front.. u may ask why i stay on despite these unhappiness.. many reasons lie within.. one reason i want to prove what substance we have..what we have gained from the main office.. and also how would we know what situations we'll meet if we change jobs..? another reason..i dont wanna share.. geex. know what..? everything here is just so fake.. i dont know what goes on in the minds of those people around me..? i cant even be my normal self anymore.. this suckz... ARgh.. must be happy w what i do..but how..? will learn.. will learn.. geex.. and suddenly..where is everyone when i want to speak to someone..? :'(