quite sometime since i last blogged? ok la.. 4 days now is considered quite a long time i guess..? well well.. life's been hectic? maybe.. hasnt been the way i expected la.. someone once told me.. "all my worries, i leave it to God. I deal with what i can handle, anything else the Lord gives me a hand. And also once u face the reality that life is never fair, u dont get disappointed as often." hmm..thanks for sharing sound advice..i appreciate it lots.. well.. as we begin to taste working life..we begin to appreciate the simple pleasures of sleeping in on Sundays..ha.. i guess soon it'll be time for me to take a break and then find something new.. sigh..
Right now..i'm in a dilemma.. i've no idea which way i should be headed for.. i've no idea what i want.. just living day by day.. why does it seem i'm only noticed when favours are needed..? sometimes it pains me just to be at home and noticing the things that are happening.. sometimes i sit there wondering if there's anything that i can do.. argh. even worst are the times i sit there and get shouted at just cos someone is not haPpy.. so what did i do to deserve all these? I'm trying my best to understand things..yet time and again i'm faced with different situations i have no idea what to believe..geex.
ok..shall stop.. no point going on.. chinese new year just around the corner.. to all Chinese, HappY New Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai! Xin Nian Kuai Le.. take care..take care...