..been a week plus already..'Girl' sorry i know u've been trying to get me online.. i havent been saying alot but i can tell u that things arent turning out the way ba.. sorry for having to tell u this this way... i guess it's the only way.. dont see what's on the cover..it's deceiving...
Think i m stopping work in two week's time or maybe earlier..doesnt matter much anyway..it's been close to 6 months already.. it's time also ba.. Went for medical checkup in NTU the other day then went to apply for loan.. then went back to work..
how do i feel about all these happening..? Maybe it's better not to know.. please dont have so much confidence in me..cos that is not exactly the way i feel at all ok? dont harbour high hopes.. i dont want to end up disappointing anyone or myself.. i dont dream anymore cos i cant afford to lose it..
That's life right.. rough goin and what have u.. remember in life nothing lasts. Things come n go..
now u know why i dont like to talk? i should just shut up. i rather i kept quiet than end up offending people right..? even if it's not what i mean.. It doesnt matter whether i talk about how i'm feeling right..
horsy...Sorry for how i've been for the past few days... if it happens again..just let me be.. i dont want to hurt you in anyway ok...sorry.. now u know how little self-control of my temper already.. thanks for being around but i really dun wish to do this to you..dont tell me it's ok.. cos i feel terrible ok... Hugs tight..
to all take care.. uni life is startin already.. take gd care.
things have changed..but dont worry, i will make an exit in silence...