i read e past entries until i could no longer take it anymore..i need to step out of it... i m takin too long..am i nt tryin at all..bu yao zai zuo bie ren de fu dan...ARgh..dun be a burden anymore..pls..
ever asked urself wad u r living for...? wad r u looking for in life...?
if things are nv meant to go ur wy..they wont no matter wad u do...if u cant accept it tat's too bad huh... i couldnt..maybe i m nt tryin..bt like who cares..
how am i supposed to talk myself out of it when i dont even know wad's going wrong.. u feel it bt u cant describe it..whatever...................
wk is ending in 3 days time..hai...nt sure if i'll be able to find something to last me that 2 last wks...shall see..started estimating the expenses...geex..how am i goin to afford it..? giving tuition isnt a bad idea bt after that one month e o/r time...i've lost total hope le.. CraP.
what's wrong..........? argH..i reali dun knoe.