wei girl..thanks... i know u have been there n dont wish to see the same thing happening to me.. but the ball is not in my hands now... there's nothin i can do about it... So many times i thought whatever happened last year will again...geex..gan jue zhen de hen bu hao...

Running away isnt a good way to settle things...but escaping always seem to be the way out when all u want is some peace...at least be away frm everything for awhile? i know hurtin oneself and taking things out on oneself isnt goin to help..geex...but when u are feelin so tired..so .... u just dont know anymore.

For the so many things that are happenin.. I am glad that u people are around....thanks alot.. i m sorry for the so many inconveniences that i am givin... i love all of u.. and i appreciate u all for all u all have done...thanks 4 bein around me..it's not any of u..it's jus me..i cant get over e barrier..it's been too long.. never thought i would end up becomin so weak........

to all pls take care...rest well....